After Having a Physical Relationship With a Pure and Beautiful Girl, I Became a Slut, but It’s Okay Because I Have a Strong Libido. - Episode 4
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- Episode 4 - Shiraishi's monologue (a bit r@p3-like) from Akane's point of view
Since I was a child, my father gave me a special education. I was not allowed to play with friends my age, and I spent every day studying and taking lessons.
I’d be lying if I said I had no complaints. But even as a child, I understood that the adults around me had high expectations of me, and that I had to live up to my family’s status.
So although I might have cried in secret every day, I never cried in front of anyone, nor did I complain.
Looking back now, I think that the constant stares from the adults around me and the lack of time off must have been accumulating stress for me back then.
but…….
When I became a junior high school student, my environment changed drastically.
The cause is puberty.
Puberty is a time when the bodies and minds of both boys and girls develop, and my body grew significantly, becoming more and more seductive with each passing year.
When she entered junior high school, she began to receive more and more confessions not only from her classmates, but also from juniors and seniors. She even received confessions from boys from other schools.
Not only had the male students confessed their feelings to her, but she also knew that the female students were talking about her daily and gossiping about her behind her back.
I was never bullied, but I was disliked, so I was sometimes scared that I would be bullied if I went to high school.
So I decided to wear a mask.
When I started high school, I started to treat everyone kindly.
The idea is that by doing so, they will be able to make a good impression on the other person and therefore they will not be subjected to bullying.
Even in middle school, he had to deal with the lewd stares of boys, the fact that girls disliked him, and the daily struggles he had to make to meet the expectations of his family.
Then, from high school onwards, I started wearing a mask and interacting with others more considerately.
My stress, which was already building up without any effort, had reached its limit.
And then, last Friday, something happened.
My family was wealthy. So I was able to buy the things I wanted from an early age, and I was given a lot of money to spend on extracurricular activities. I was grateful to my father for that.
However, even a zaibatsu can go through difficult times after ten years, as times change, and this is a difficult time for my Shiraishi family.
Contrary to my expectations that we would be able to get through this safely as well, we found ourselves in a rather difficult situation.
So my father sought financial assistance from other conglomerates.
This is where the incident began.
My father asked for help from the Nangou zaibatsu, which had a lot of financial resources, but there were many dark rumors about it, such as them forcing employees to work excessive hours.
The president of a company affiliated with the Nangō zaibatsu was over 40 years old but still single and looking for a wife.
I had seen him at parties a few times, and he had spoken to me on some occasions. And I had to endure sexually harassing comments and eye contact from Chairman Nango every time.
My impression of Chairman Nangou was that he was an overweight man with an arrogant attitude, and that his only redeeming quality was that he lived his life as he pleased, lashing out at those around him.
My father offered this person to me as my fiancé.
He calmly explained the reasons for his engagement and then said one final thing, something I’ll never forget for the rest of my life.
“That’s your only usefulness.”
My father and I never really talked much to begin with, and I knew I wasn’t loved. I had never met my mother in my life, and I didn’t know what she was like.
Her only family was her father, and she had endured stress and worked hard every day to meet his expectations.
What did I do wrong? Where did I fail? Negative thoughts like these were running through my head as I watched my father leave the room in a daze.
When my father opened the door, it was Chairman Nangou standing there.
The question that crossed my mind was “why?”
Then, after the conversation between my father and Chairman Nangou, I understood everything.
“Hey, does that mean your daughter is mine now?”
“Ahh… You can do as you like.”
“What a terrible father! Selling your daughter for the sake of your family!”
“It’s a small price to pay if the sacrifice of my daughter can save my family and my employees. I can’t let the long-running Shiraishi Zaibatsu end with me… I’m sure my daughter would be happy to do that.”
“Well, I don’t care. I’ll provide the funds as I promised.”
“Ahh… that helps.”
“Well then, I’ll have some fun for a while.”
“Please take it easy. It’s still my first time.”
“Hehe, that depends on your daughter.”
My father seemed to be completely uninterested in me as he spoke. Chairman Nango looked over at my body and laughed with a broad grin. I shivered at the thought of what was going to happen to me.
When the two of them finished talking, my father left the room, and Chairman Nangou came in to replace him.
“Oh, sorry to keep you waiting! As I’m sure you know, I’m your fiancé, Nango Tsuji. Nice to meet you.”
“…I’m Shiraishi Akane. And I don’t agree with the engagement!”
“It’s not a question of whether you agree or not. It’s already been agreed upon. You will be my puppet obediently.”
“tsu……!!”
All I could do was glare at Chairman Nango. My life would end as I was being used by the adults.
“Well, since you say you’re a virgin, I’ll be gentle with you! Now take off your clothes!”
“N-no!”
“Well, then I’ll help you take off your clothes! Since I’m making you go through all the trouble, it’s going to be a bit rough s**x, but be prepared.”
Chairman Nango looked at my reluctance and seemed to enjoy it, like a hunter chasing and toying with his injured, fleeing prey.
“I, I understand. I, I’ll take off my clothes… It’s my first time. Please be gentle…”
(What was my life all about…? After enduring all these hardships every day, it ended up like this… It’s too much.)
“Oh! You’re finally motivated. I had high hopes for you. Your looks are far superior to any of the women I’ve ever slept with, and your br3asts are huge. And most of all, you come from a family worthy of becoming my wife. You’re truly a woman born to be held by me.”
“…Yes. I will obey Lord Nangou…”
I tried to put my hands on my uniform, but my hands were shaking and I couldn’t take it off properly.
“Tch! I guess I have no choice, so I’ll just have you s**k me off.”
Perhaps annoyed by my jersey-wearing behavior, Chairman Nango put his hands on his hands and began to quickly take it off.
At that moment, I saw it as an opportunity.
It was a first-time experience for me. Instead of thinking and then moving, my body moved before my thoughts.
I tackled the chairman while he was undressed.
“Grrr!”
Perhaps because Chairman Nangou had removed the bottom half of his suit, he was unable to maintain his balance and fell backwards with force.
Taking advantage of that opportunity, I escaped through the door to my room. Luckily, the door to my room didn’t have a lock.
Still in his school uniform, something he normally doesn’t do, he sprinted down the hallway, put on his shoes at the front door, and ran out of the house.
After that, I had no money, no place to stay, and I had lost everything and was in despair.
Although I no longer cared about anything else, I didn’t want to give “my virginity” to Chairman Nango. I thought that would be my revenge against my father and Chairman Nango.
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