After Rebirth, the Cold and Aloof Film Queen Always Wants to Cuddle with Me - Chapter 40
Chapter 40
“……” Seeing her pitiful look during such a festive time, Lin Ruijiao found herself unable to blame her.
She had already let go of the past and decided not to look back. As for the current Ye Lihuan, she no longer felt much for her. In her definition, the two were barely ordinary friends.
So many things had happened recently, and she didn’t have the energy to fuss over every little detail. Her focus was entirely on her acting career; everything else she would just let be.
In Lin Ruijiao’s warm and cozy home, the two of them happily sat together watching TV—a truly heartwarming scene. But to be precise, Ye Lihuan wasn’t really watching the TV; she was secretly stealing glances at the person beside her.
At home, Ruijiao seemed much gentler now. All the coldness she had carried was gone, and the vigilance in her bones had eased. She looked comfortable and relaxed, soft and gentle. Though she still had some guard up toward Ye Lihuan.
Ye Lihuan glanced at her again and again, her eyes sticking to Ruijiao and unwilling to look away. Her gaze had become very gentle, shining with tender affection.
Lin Ruijiao certainly noticed such intense looks. She roughly understood the reason: Ruijiao was feeling down at home and wanted to see a glimpse of the person she cared about to soothe her inner pain. She might as well not bother watching the TV and just pretend not to notice.
After all, she was about to leave soon.
Finally, Lin Ruijiao’s parents came back, carrying various groceries into the kitchen. It seemed Lin’s father was preparing to show off his cooking skills and treat the guests well.
Ye Lihuan was also enthusiastic, sticking close to Lin’s mother and saying all the things elders like to hear.
“Oh no, Auntie, it’s just that my family’s not home. Jiao Jiao said she was coming back for New Year’s, so I shamelessly tagged along,” Ye Lihuan blurted out.
“Well then, stay a few more days here and play with Jiao Jiao. It’s no trouble; there are only three of us,” Lin’s mother warmly invited.
“No, it would be inappropriate to trouble you during the New Year. I’ll leave later,” Ye Lihuan responded lightly, her smile never fading.
“Oh, don’t be polite! Stay with us for a few days, just keep Jiao Jiao company,” Lin’s mother urged.
“…Alright, then I’ll stay a couple more days. Thanks, Auntie,” Ye Lihuan said with a somewhat shy and awkward smile.
Listening nearby, Lin Ruijiao was speechless. When did Ye Lihuan turn into this kind of person? She was truly a great actor—how had she never known her to have such a thick skin? Watching all this left Ruijiao stunned.
Ye Lihuan then “obediently” linked arms with Lin Ruijiao and continued watching TV with her, looking very close.
Lin Ruijiao: “……” In front of her parents, she couldn’t just pull away.
She gave Ye Lihuan a stern look, pretending to be fierce.
But Ye Lihuan remained unfazed, playing dumb and pretending to understand nothing.
Really… Ye Lihuan was shameless! Lin Ruijiao bit her lip hard and glared at her, but to no avail. Finally, she secretly poked Ye Lihuan’s arm.
Ye Lihuan’s eyes were full of warm affection, flowing with tender love. But the sudden poke made her let out a small “ouch”—this little rabbit was really not to be underestimated.
“Jiao Jiao, that really hurt,” she exaggeratedly exclaimed.
“Where? Where?” Facing her mother’s gaze, Lin Ruijiao had to cooperate with the act, but secretly poked her again.
“It hurts, blow on it for me.” Ye Lihuan rolled up her sleeve and showed her arm.
Her long, fair arm was exposed to the air, shining white and translucent, with faint blue veins visible beneath. The spot she’d just been pinched immediately reddened, very obvious.
Lin Ruijiao was surprised—had she really pinched that hard?
Seeing Ye Lihuan’s innocent, pitiful expression under her mother’s gaze, Lin silently cursed herself for “shooting herself in the foot.”
She could only gently stroke the tender arm, and at once, a cool softness transmitted through her fingertips. Leaning closer, she blew softly on the reddened spot, a faint woody fragrance wafting from her breath.
“Shouldn’t hurt anymore now.” She carefully rolled down Ye Lihuan’s sleeve, smoothing it out, afraid she’d cause any more trouble.
“Mm, thanks Jiao Jiao.” Ye Lihuan responded sweetly, knowing better than to tease more or she might get a scolding.
“You two seem so close. I guess outside, Ruijiao really relies on Little Ye’s care,” Lin’s mother said kindly.
“No, Auntie, we just look after each other,” Ye Lihuan smiled in return.
Lin Ruijiao nodded stiffly beside her. At this point, she could only go along with it and sighed inwardly—it was quite a headache.
“Alright, time to eat! Little Ye, come try your dad’s cooking,” Lin’s mother pulled Ye Lihuan to sit down.
“Thanks, Auntie. Thank you, Uncle!” Ye Lihuan looked at the spread of food and exclaimed, “Wow, it looks so delicious! Uncle’s cooking is amazing!” She praised generously.
Lin Ruijiao had no idea what to say. Every word and action from Ye Lihuan today was completely unexpected.
Isn’t Ye Lihuan usually the one to throw a sulky face?
“Jiao Jiao, feed some to Little Ye, don’t just eat by yourself,” Lin’s mother immediately offered a rib.
“Thanks, Auntie, I’ll do it myself, no trouble.” Ye Lihuan switched from lively to humble in an instant.
Lin Ruijiao glanced over—her mom was completely happy. She lowered her head and pouted silently, thinking: Mom, don’t be fooled by her!!
Everyone ate heartily except Lin Ruijiao, whose heart was full of complex emotions.
Her parents were completely charmed by Ye Lihuan, and Ruijiao suddenly felt like the real guest in her own home, overwhelmed by mixed feelings.
“Jiao Jiao, with Little Ye by your side, your dad and I feel much more at ease. This kid is really sensible,” Lin’s mother praised her warmly.
“Mm,” Lin Ruijiao replied perfunctorily.
“By the way, Jiao Jiao, Little Ye will sleep in your room tonight,” Lin’s mother turned to Ye Lihuan with a smile. “There’s no other room at home, so Little Ye, just make do and stay together.”
“Okay, Auntie, that’s fine,” Ye Lihuan happily agreed.
“Mom, outside…” Lin Ruijiao looked at their gaze sweeping straight toward her, words caught in her throat. Clearly, there was no room for refusal now.
So she silently nodded, forcing a smile. She hadn’t expected to be caught in Ye Lihuan’s trap even in her own home.
Ye Lihuan blinked, eyes full of joy. Auntie was such a great helper! She lifted her delicate face and smiled even brighter.
Seeing Ye Lihuan like this, Lin Ruijiao gritted her teeth and retreated to her room. When did Ye Lihuan get so good at pretending? She even “stole” her parents—how infuriating!
“Little Ye, she’s probably tidying her messy room. Don’t mind her, let’s eat some fruit first,” Lin’s mother said, linking arms with Ye Lihuan and sitting down. She had no idea Lin Ruijiao was upset.
“Hey, Little Ye, have you seen Jiao Jiao’s childhood photos? She was really cute and lively when she was little,” Lin’s mother said, getting up to find the photo album.
“Mom! What are you doing?” Hearing about childhood photos, Lin Ruijiao rushed out of her room.
“Just look, you were so cute, everyone said you looked great,” Lin’s mother came out holding a thick photo album.
“No, no, don’t look, there’s nothing to see,” Lin Ruijiao whined in a drawn-out, shy voice, pleading.
“Auntie, I haven’t seen them yet. Jiao Jiao must have been adorable as a kid,” Ye Lihuan chimed in.
Ignoring Lin Ruijiao’s protests, Lin’s mother flipped through the album in front of Ye Lihuan. “Look, Jiao Jiao was chubby and so cute back then…”
Lin Ruijiao couldn’t stop it now and just watched nervously, afraid any embarrassing photos would slip out.
“Mm, Jiao Jiao was really cute as a child,” Ye Lihuan said, flipping through lively photos, her face full of tenderness.
“Right? Now grown up, not so cute anymore,” Lin’s mother said, glancing at Ruijiao with some regret.
“Mom.” Lin Ruijiao shook her arm, acting coquettish.
“Alright, alright, no more. Once wings grow, they just want to fly far from Mom,” Lin’s mother teased.
Lin Ruijiao didn’t know what to say to her theatrical act.
“Auntie, Jiao Jiao’s really cute like this! All cute, not as serious as you say,” Ye Lihuan changed the subject. “She’s very serious when acting…”
“Is that so?” Lin’s mother’s eyes lit up, clearly interested.
Lin’s uncle came out from the kitchen, looking at his phone but really eavesdropping on the stories about Lin Ruijiao.
Hearing what might be made-up stories from Ye Lihuan to please everyone, Lin Ruijiao realized how much the other actually knew about her—some details even.
She was startled.
A substitute actress wasn’t worth so much attention. From her past knowledge of Ye Lihuan, she didn’t have a strong controlling or possessive nature. Putting so much effort into her wasn’t her style.
Amid the warm and lively atmosphere, everyone chatted happily. Only Lin Ruijiao pretended to play on her phone while quietly pondering all the possibilities. Had she missed some details? Suddenly a possibility she never considered popped into her mind.
In any case, Ye Lihuan’s behavior was just too strange.
At night, Lin Ruijiao could only watch helplessly as Ye Lihuan came into her room, and she had no choice but to accept it.
“Did you bring your luggage?” Lin Ruijiao finally remembered something missing.
“I did, it’s in my bag,” Ye Lihuan smiled. “Xiao Li came with me.”
“…Assistant Li really is hardworking.”
Ye Lihuan opened her backpack and pulled out her toiletries one by one.
“So… you prepared all this?” The words slipped out, tinged with mockery.
Ye Lihuan acted as if she didn’t notice, replying, “Of course! Coming to Jiao Jiao’s home for New Year means being fully prepared.” She smiled in response.
At that moment, Lin Ruijiao truly felt like the two were longtime friends—if only this person wasn’t Ye Lihuan.
“Now’s the time, no need to pretend anymore…” Lin Ruijiao whispered scoldingly.
“I’m not pretending.”
Ye Ruihuan came out of the bathroom, her face flushed like a peach blossom, wearing thin pajamas that still emitted warm mist. Tiny droplets of water clung to the ends of her hair. Her delicate face had become very alluring, her casually indifferent eyes carrying a tender smile, and the corners of her lips curled slightly — she looked exactly like a charming enchantress radiating irresistible allure.
Lin Ruijiao couldn’t help but swallow hard; the naughty thoughts she had just suppressed began to stir again. She opened her lips and looked at her seriously: “Ruihuan, remember, you’re leaving tomorrow.” Her tone was very firm.
“But Auntie asked me to stay a few more days?” Ye Ruihuan calmly adjusted her clothes.
“…No matter what, you’re leaving tomorrow. Wherever you came from, go back there.” Lin Ruijiao gave her no room to argue.
“Alright then, since Jiaojiao dislikes me so much, I’ll leave.” After saying this, she sighed deeply, looking pitiful as if she had been bullied.
Lin Ruijiao licked her lips, speechless for a while. This scene actually made her feel a little at fault.
After finishing her washing up, Lin Ruijiao put on thick pajamas, covering all her skin. Then she started searching around her room, trying over and over again. On the bed, a folded quilt was laid in the middle, dividing the space into two halves.
Seeing Lin Ruijiao’s repeated attempts, Ye Ruihuan’s smile faded slightly, “Jiaojiao, you’re not seriously trying to guard against me, are you?”
“I am. I’m afraid you’ll fall for me…” Though she said it like that, Lin Ruijiao was just teasing her a bit.
But behind her back, Ye Ruihuan’s eyes darkened. The little bunny’s words were actually quite right.
It was true — but unfortunately, she couldn’t say it out loud. She also didn’t know how to say it. For a moment, her smile mixed with bitterness. When would this little bunny understand her feelings?
Probably even if she knew, she would reject her. A flicker of pain passed through her absent gaze.
“Alright, let’s sleep.” Lin Ruijiao arranged the bed and lay down on her side, wrapping herself tightly so only a fuzzy head and two round eyes peeked out, watching the other cautiously.
Seeing her adorable look, Ye Ruihuan suddenly had no thoughts. She smiled, climbed onto the bed, and obediently lay on her side. The quilt bulged between them, separating the two. Even though Ye Ruihuan faced Lin Ruijiao, she couldn’t see the other’s figure.
Ah, this little bunny really is…
In the dimness, Lin Ruijiao’s lingering scent of body wash spread fragrantly. Thinking that their scents were the same, Ye Ruihuan couldn’t help but inhale deeply, liking the aroma very much.
Listening to the steady breathing beside her, Ye Ruihuan raised her hand and pushed the quilt aside, revealing Lin Ruijiao’s quiet sleeping face opposite her.
Lin Ruijiao sensed the movement and suddenly opened her eyes wide. The two locked eyes in the dim air. Although it was hard to see clearly, Ye Ruihuan could feel the shock and annoyance in Lin Ruijiao’s eyes.
“Ye Ruihuan, what are you doing?” Lin Ruijiao asked softly, but her voice was tender and sweet, making one involuntarily soften their heart.
“…Nothing, I accidentally moved it when I raised my hand,” she replied helplessly, making an excuse.
“…You should sleep further away.” Lin Ruijiao pushed her twice through the quilt, then straightened the quilt. “Don’t cross the line again.”
“Okay…” Ye Ruihuan could only obediently comply. Looks like no cuddling with the little bunny tonight. She smiled helplessly; maybe that was better. She was afraid she might lose control.
The room was filled with a faint fragrance, the familiar scent soothing their hearts, and gradually both drifted off to sleep…
After receiving Lin Ruijiao’s warning, Ye Ruihuan could only decline Lin’s mother’s kind offer after lunch, under the excuse of work, and packed her things to leave.
“…Alright, if it’s work, Auntie won’t keep you then. Jiaojiao, help Ye pack, and take her off later,” Lin’s mother instructed, clearly reluctant.
“Auntie, no need to trouble you. Thank you and Uncle for taking care of me these past two days,” Ye Ruihuan waved goodbye at the door.
“No trouble at all. If you have time, come visit with Jiaojiao, don’t be shy, and don’t bring any gifts,” Lin’s mother said, pulling Lin Ruijiao to see Ye Ruihuan off downstairs before returning herself.
Only Lin Ruijiao and Ye Ruihuan were left to say goodbye.
Assistant Lin waited by the black business car in the distance. The two had little to say as they parted. Even though Ye Ruihuan wanted to speak, she hesitated, seeing Lin Ruijiao’s cold attitude — Jiaojiao clearly didn’t like her much.
“Alright, you should go. Take care on the way,” Lin Ruijiao said, stuffing a bag into her hands. “This is some food my mom prepared for you to eat on the road.”
“…Okay, thank you, Jiaojiao. Also, please thank Auntie for me,” Ye Ruihuan’s smile was faint but sincere, a trace of reluctance flickering in her eyes. She had felt a warmth at Lin Ruijiao’s home she’d never had before and longed to be close to her again…
“…Jiaojiao, can I hug you for a moment?” Before she finished, Ye Ruihuan suddenly pulled her into a tight embrace, craving every moment of warmth.
“…Let go!” Lin Ruijiao hadn’t reacted in time, pushing her away. Seeing Ye Ruihuan’s smiling face, she somehow felt the other became fragile at that moment and found herself unable to scold her further.
“Okay, I’m leaving now.” Ye Ruihuan waved at her and headed toward Assistant Li.
“Bye,” Lin Ruijiao left without looking back, finally sending this “big Buddha” off.
Next came the headache of explaining everything to her parents. She had never mentioned the other’s existence before, so she had to clarify all the online gossip and rumors anew.
Ye Ruihuan returned only to find Ye Zhi, the busybody, waiting for her at Guì Tíng. She wondered what she had been up to all day.
“Ye Ruihuan, I thought you ran away! If you really ran off with Lin Ruijiao, the old man would nag you forever…” Ye Zhi scolded.
“Why be afraid? With you here, how could I run?” Ye Ruihuan’s smile softened. “There’s nothing big about going home to see the old man; it’s just sweet words to cheer him up…”
“That’s you. You’re her precious granddaughter. We’re just the side characters,” Ye Zhi grumbled.
“Well, Ye Zhi, I want to ask you for a favor.” Ye Ruihuan sat on the sofa, looking at Ye Zhi, who reminded her of someone from a dream.
“No no no, whenever you open your mouth, it’s never good news. Planning to do what with Lin Ruijiao? Like her? Chasing her?” Ye Zhi teased.
“Yes,” Ye Ruihuan admitted honestly. After much thought, she decided to prepare for things in advance, so she could ease the burden on her heart.
Ye Zhi was stunned. How did this fool suddenly understand her feelings? So direct, so unlike her usual proud and lofty self. And the object of her affection was an unknown nobody, Lin Ruijiao.
“…What?” Ye Zhi asked instinctively.
“…” No way was she going to repeat that in front of Ye Zhi. “She doesn’t like me…” The words left her pride shattered like a broken little beast, pitiful.
“…If she liked you, that’d be strange…” Ye Zhi blurted out, then caught herself. “What do you want to do?”
“Does our company have charity business?” Ye Ruihuan suddenly asked.
“…Of course, but it’s small-scale,” Ye Zhi replied, about to say more.
“Then take seventy percent of my salary and donate it,” Ye Ruihuan said calmly. Assistant Li immediately pulled out a tablet to record.
“Whoa, Ye Ruihuan, why suddenly so generous? Changing your public image? Overflowing with love and charity now?” Ye Zhi was shocked. Ye Ruihuan’s pay was already high, plus she was company boss — her salary was huge.
“…Can you say something nice? I leave it to you to handle; I trust you,” Ye Ruihuan praised Ye Zhi for the first time without stinginess.
“…You’re in love, your brain’s not clear! Saying this all of a sudden?” Ye Zhi was embarrassed to hear compliments from her for the first time, feeling strange emotions.
She only worked for Ye Ruihuan because of the money — no special sisterly bond.
“…” Ye Ruihuan rolled her eyes. Ye Zhi must be crazy.
Now even if she wanted to say more, Ye Zhi didn’t give her the chance…
“Start the year by finding better work for Jiaojiao,” she muttered, then realized it was Lin Ruijiao.
“Aiya… Jiaojiao said she wouldn’t work before, now you feel sorry for her?” Ye Zhi laughed wildly.
Ye Ruihuan glanced at her crazy look — was it really that funny?
“I heard Ye Junhua had a longtime girlfriend, but she sadly passed away from illness,” Ye Ruihuan said, sighing lightly.
“…” Ye Zhi immediately stopped laughing. “How do you know that?”
“Isn’t that common gossip in the circle? Such a rare romantic soul. Since his girlfriend passed, he’s stayed single all these years…”
“I thought you didn’t care about this stuff? Why bring it up?”
“…I see you and him have a good relationship, just reminding you.”
At that moment, Ye Zhi saw the high and mighty pride in her again — indifferent to everything, lightly stepping on others’ pain points, adding a jab.
“…Reminding me of what? We’re just friends,” Ye Zhi replied.
“That’s uncertain. Anyway, being with him isn’t bad. Though he’s not interested in business, his parents are top-notch. You inheriting his company would be good,” Ye Ruihuan analyzed calmly, without emotion.
Ye Zhi was at a loss. She’d been tempted but was just an outsider in the Ye family, without status. Others only saw the shiny surface but not that she had nothing — much of it was charity from Ye Ruihuan.
After this, the two said little. Ye Ruihuan continued packing and obediently went home with Ye Zhi to spend the New Year with the old man.
At the start of the year, Ye Zhi received a message from Ye Ruihuan, asking to find good resources for Lin Ruijiao.
Ye Zhi complied, but whether the resources were good was up to her. She wasn’t a charity; she wasn’t going to send everything to her. But she wasn’t stingy either — she knew where to draw the line, unaffected by Ye Ruihuan.
Wang Jie received various business invitations and organized them for Lin Ruijiao.
Lin Ruijiao looked at the messages on her screen, raising an eyebrow. There was a small web drama, some variety shows, and other events, but her eyes focused on the dating show “Heartbeat.” According to her past life memories, the show was extremely popular, even going viral. She decided to appear on it, just to experience it and have some fun.
She immediately replied to Wang Jie. Since the chance was given, she must seize it. Then she messaged Jing Jing to arrange transportation and packed to return to the Yuwan Villa.
While Ye Ruihuan accompanied the old man, she glanced at the message from Assistant Li, feeling a headache and complicated emotions. How did Ye Zhi arrange a dating show for Lin Ruijiao? She was supposed to act, not do dating shows. Could it be that someone she liked was on it?
She checked the guest list; no one close to the little bunny was there. Why did she still join? Or was she already developing feelings for someone unknown to Ye Ruihuan?
Her heart skipped a beat; her pupils constricted sharply, and her fingers trembled involuntarily. Could the little bunny have fallen for someone else?
Who? Male or female? What status? Ye Ruihuan’s thoughts roiled violently. She didn’t want to quarrel with Jiaojiao or lock her down, but if her worst fears came true, that would be the worst outcome.
Her eyes darkened, emotions raging. She pressed her lips tightly, serious, and immediately sent a message to Assistant Li: the holiday was over.
When Lin Ruijiao and Jing Jing arrived at Yuwan, someone was already home — Ye Ruihuan and Assistant Li were in the living room discussing something.
The weather was still cold; as soon as she entered, the warm scent hit her, full of pleasant fragrance.
Seeing the two looking unwell, Lin Ruijiao hesitated but greeted, “Ruihuan, Assistant Li, happy New Year.”
“Happy New Year.” Ye Ruihuan’s gaze lingered on her a moment before looking away. Assistant Li smiled at her.
They then whispered something. Lin Ruijiao suddenly recalled what the other said earlier about having nowhere to spend New Year and felt a little touched — but only for a few seconds. What did it have to do with her?
Moments later, Ye Ruihuan looked up, watching her walk away until she disappeared. During the New Year, Jiaojiao had softened a lot.
What Lin Ruijiao didn’t know was the tension Ye Ruihuan felt came because of her.
Because Lin Ruijiao suddenly joined the dating show, Ye Ruihuan had checked everyone’s info, trying to figure out who made her choose dating over acting.
Assistant Li secretly smiled wryly — Ye Jie never cared this much about company matters. Only Lin Ruijiao made Ye Jie this attentive.
Lin Ruijiao and Jing Jing tidied up, indulging in feasting over the holiday, hardly exercising, both having gained weight. Lin Ruijiao sighed, planning to control herself before the show started.
After sorting everything out, Lin Ruijiao checked her bank balance — still far from paying the 500 million penalty. Though she had no conflict with Ye Ruihuan now and was used to the place, the fact Ye Ruihuan saw her as a substitute was a big risk. She didn’t want to lose control of her future.
Aside from Ye Ruihuan, Huari Entertainment was decent. If she wanted to break the contract, she’d start looking for a new company now.
Also, the car accident from her past life — she had to stay alert. She had never made enemies in the industry, and under Ye Ruihuan’s protection, rarely appeared publicly. She hardly joined events, so who would want to hurt her so deeply?
Though the accident happened years later, everything now seemed changed by her rebirth. Maybe whoever was behind it sped up their plan. Troubles piled up, and Lin Ruijiao sighed, thinking over her strategy, knowing she must be more careful.
During her off days, she resumed strict training. Ye Ruihuan constantly called her “Jiaojiao,” and she responded helplessly. Maybe it was just her imagination, but Ye Ruihuan seemed to tease her subtly. She suppressed the odd feelings — it was better if all remained peaceful.
“Heartbeat” was about to start filming. Lin Ruijiao and Jing Jing dragged their suitcases to the filming location, a scenic, pleasant climate place. The production even built a villa specifically for the show.
At the designated time, Lin Ruijiao, carrying a small suitcase, entered the venue. As she stepped in, camera flashes and staff crowded around.
She adjusted her expression, wearing light makeup, and walked along the small stone path into the villa. The flower-decorated entrance was wide open. Inside were familiar faces — many had already arrived. She was the last guest.
There were actors and models with middling fame, some amateurs, and artists from other fields, men and women of similar ages chatting.
But the lively atmosphere broke when she appeared.
“Hello everyone, I’m actress Lin Ruijiao,” she greeted with a sweet smile.
“Hi, I’m also an actor, Jin Yan,” a handsome young man stood, probably to be friendly.
“Hello, Sister Ruijiao, come sit here,” a cute girl waved.
Lin Ruijiao remembered her — an oil painter.
Her suitcase was placed aside by a tall young man, “Hello, I’m Lin Xuan, a model.”
“Oh right, I’m Chen Xuanxuan,” the cute girl with golden curls added quickly.
Others introduced themselves: “Yu Chen, Wang Wenye, Meng Yi.”
Lin Ruijiao shook hands and greeted each of them.
She knew all of them well — in her past life, she was a die-hard fan of this show, shipping the couples hard. Now being here face to face, she felt lucky to be able to ship in person and gain some popularity.
However, what happened next made her regret this decision…