Being "Crushed" - Chapter 30

My heartbeat is almost out of control, and she knows it without thinking. . . I must be blushing so bad at this moment, but I still get up because of him every time, really. . . . . . So embarrassing!!!

Lu Sifang still didn’t think it was enough. Under such extreme circumstances, he could still say such rogue words. He had no idea of leaving a way out for the relationship between the two.

Song Yuhan was firmly suppressed, not daring to move, and even took every breath carefully. . . . . His eyes flashed randomly, and his slender eyelashes blinked non-stop.

Although she had tried her best to control it, the hotter and hotter body temperature in the man’s body reached her like a fire, which gradually made her unable to bear it. . . I don’t know if she was ashamed or afraid, but she trembled slightly uncontrollably, and her mind seemed to be confused. At this moment, she only knew how to respond to his words:

“… How to be responsible? ” She bit her lip at a loss and said tentatively: “ accompany you for some money? ”

With her movements, the man’s eyes naturally fell to the red color, and he frowned with disapproval, “ I don’t want money. ” He stared at her tightly, his eyes becoming more obsessed with her, and his desire was so deep that he could no longer hide it.

Song Yuhan had just mustered up the courage to raise his eyes and hand him a doubtful look. The next second, his voice suddenly hit her eardrums like the sound of a announcing bell, shocking her heart:

“I want you. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly leaned down, without any hesitation, lowered his head and took her lip in his mouth

At that moment, my heart seemed to have stopped, my breathing was instantly taken away, and there was only a blank space in my mind.

Three simple words. . . . . . All her previous efforts were in vain.

Feeling the heat and soft touch from his lips, both of them were stunned, and their hearts instantly reached the highest point.

After kissing her boldly, Lu Si felt relieved and beat like a drum, but his strength did not increase. He just touched her carefully, as if he was afraid of hurting her. . . . . This lasted for a while, but the person in his arms never pushed him away. Only then did he slowly open his eyes, showing a hint of arc peeking at Song Yuhan’s reaction.

She found that she did not show resistance to herself, and there was another surge of passion, so she closed her eyes again as soon as her heart crossed, which instantly increased the intensity of crushing her lips. Her heart was as tender as water, and she gradually immersed herself in it without realizing it. Unable to extricate herself. . . . . .

“um…” When her lips hurt, Song Yuhan couldn’t help but shout softly, but the man took advantage of the situation and kissed her deeper, as if he had lost all his reason and just allowed his instinct to toss around freely. His kissing skills were hard to describe in one word, and he felt like he was devouring her.

Hot, so hot. . . . . .

She felt as if she was about to be swallowed by the beast in front of her. It was not until this time that an alarm sound indicating danger sounded in her mind, but it was already too late.

At this time, she had no power to resist at all, so she could only allow the situation to intensify, sink and boil with the person who lured her deep into it, unable to extricate herself.

Watching the situation gradually get out of hand…… The room was full of ambiguous and tender atmosphere, but before the situation became irreversible, Lu Sifang restrained the thought of continuing with extremely strong willpower, and let her go a second before the person in her arms was about to suffocate.

I saw him slowly holding up his body, with a blurry dullness still remaining in his eyes, and a red mark on the corners of his lips that did not belong to him. He breathed flatly and even swallowed. . . The rolling motion of the Adam’s apple is particularly eye-catching.

In Song Yuhan’s eyes, Lu Sifang at this moment looked like a beast that had just been fully fed ——

And the poor little prey he captured was herself.

She never thought that she would be so unyielding. . . . . .

He should obviously be pushed away viciously, and he should obviously be yelled at! But why. . . She didn’t want to do that at all. . . . .

“why… Not hiding? ” Lu Sifang’s breath was still a little unstable, and his voice was almost hoarse. He gently soothed the softness that he had bitten into crimson with his slightly rough thumb, and his eyes were filled with self-blame and heartache. After asking, there was still a faint expectation in his eyes. looming.

The belated self-esteem began to take its toll. Song Yuhan felt aggrieved in his heart and his eyes became moist. . . Within a moment her eyes were filled with crystal tears. Tears quickly slipped down her delicate cheeks, wetting the man’s fingertips and causing a sting in his heart.

Lu Sifang frowned and looked obviously panicked. “ sorry, I. . . . ”

As if she couldn’t stand his warm gaze, Song Yuhan chose not to open her face. Her heart was very confused, her expression also showed a bit of confusion and panic, and she also brought obvious crying when speaking:

“don’t know, I don’t know why I do this. . . . ” She seemed even more sad, sobbing slightly: “Every time I am in front of you, I become completely different from myself, and I don’t know what I am. . . . ”

The man was stunned for a moment, as if he didn’t expect her to say such a thing and cry like this. . . Instantly at a loss, he wiped away her tears with trembling hands, forcing himself to calm down, smooth out and think about her words.

Soon, he grasped the key point of her words and became less like himself in front of you. ——“

As if he was aware of something, Lu Sifang’s eyes suddenly opened to the maximum, and the panic in his eyes gradually turned into disbelief and surprise. He looked at Song Yuhan again, and gently turned her face towards him, forcing her to look at him, breathing unconsciously with a little trembling:

“—— you like me, right? ”

Song Yuhan burst into tears, and her hand holding the carpet didn’t consciously tighten. She subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when the word “ no ” came to her mouth, she couldn’t say anything. Emotions and reason seemed to be fighting crazily in her mind, which made her She had the idea of retreating again.

She suddenly sat up with resistance and pushed Lu Sifang away when he was carried away by the surprise. Unexpectedly, this time she succeeded easily. . . . . . The push away was so strong that the man’s back tightly hit the wall, making him unable to help but let out a muffled hum.

Seeing the confusion and injury that suddenly appeared in the man’s eyes, Song Yuhan immediately became uneasy again, his eyes flashed to avoid the burning sight, and he bit his lower lip to prevent himself from missing a word.

How could she say. . . . . . At that time, he was so close to him that he occupied all the heartbeat of her teenage years, but he left without saying goodbye until the relationship between the two could become clear and blatant, leaving not a word behind.

She agreed to be admitted to Chung King University together, but after scoring, she never saw him again.

She thought he had not passed the exam and felt ashamed. . . That’s why she refused to come to see her, so she sent him a message, trying to tell him that it didn’t matter. Even if he didn’t get admitted to Chukyo University, she didn’t care, but she couldn’t contact him at all.

It wasn’t until after she entered school that she accidentally heard a rumor from the people around her that she learned that there was an athlete who played basketball very well in the same class, also named Lu, who came in with a score that far exceeded the admission score line, but somehow she was admitted. It was discovered that he was a parallel import and knew nothing about sports. In the end, he turned professional with a gray face. . . . . .

She looked for him expectantly, but saw a strange face that looked slightly similar to his.

At that moment, she frowned, her heart full of anger and disgust. . . . . . Therefore, when the man stood in front of her with a face that was only three points similar to his, the peacock opened its screen. She couldn’t suppress her inner restlessness and uneasiness at all. For the first time in her life, she hit someone and gave him a slap.

At that time, she couldn’t help but think that she must be crazy and everyone looked like him. . . . . .

But for the first time in her life, her heartbeat died without any problems before the door, even like a cliff-like separation. How could she stay rational?

From then on, her reputation for strength spread throughout the campus, and no boy dared to come forward and talk to her anymore. . . . . .

She didn’t care either, she just just took credit and scored points. . . . . . Without sparing any practical opportunities, he filled up all his time with stack after stack of works and one internship after another, and thus fell into the name of King Kyojumaki.

Over time, even the group of proud people around her felt that she was terrifying and depressed, and few people were willing to get close to her.

After four years of being alone like this, she was as cold as a heartless monster.

She thought that this would erase the traces of his existence, and thought that she would soon be able to pretend that nothing had happened. That unruly and domineering figure had actually never lived in her world in the future. . . . . .

But why did he appear without warning? ——

Not a word of explanation, still as tough and domineering as ever, like… It’s like the five years he disappeared seemed like it was just her illusion from beginning to end… Now she has to act like an amnesiac, regardless of what she did to her, and then act like she was hurt, and even reluctantly asked her what she thought. . . . . .

After all, what does he want from her?!

Thinking of this, it seemed that he had touched some sad switch. Song Yuhan’s tears flowed non-stop. The tip of his nose and eyes were already red, and his whole person was so fragile that he seemed to be broken immediately.

The sound of ticking and ticking fell into Lu Si’s ears, which made him wake up from the moment of chaos. The almost broken side of the person in front of him made his eyes split. His heart suddenly shrank at that moment, and even his breathing felt painful.

But he couldn’t care about that at all, he just half-kneeled in front of her at a loss and tried to wipe away her tears. His face was full of self-blame and panic, “ don’t cry, I won’t ask, okay, I won’t ask you. ” He blushed and insisted on coaxing her: “ you can do whatever you want. . . . ”

Hearing this, Song Yuhan was stunned, raised a pair of hazy tears and looked directly at him

Lu Sifang trembled and began to wipe away her tears. Within a second, new tears flowed down again. He panicked and said everything he should and should not say at once:

“Whether you like me or play with me as a dog, I can. . . . . ”