Deprivation (Lily ABO) - Chapter 6

That night, it was unclear how many times they did it.

After suppressing the heat, Gu Anlan only vaguely remembered being carried out of the bathroom by Su Mu.

Having crossed a line with the younger girl she lived with, Gu Anlan’s first reaction upon regaining clarity was overwhelming guilt.

Su Mu wasn’t yet an adult; she was just a student.

She was a child of this age naturally had turbulent emotions and struggled to control impulses, how could she blame her?

No matter what, Gu Anlan felt the fault lay mostly with herself as the adult.

Especially since she was Su Mu’s teacher at school; she was meant to guide her.

All because she hadn’t prepared suppressants in advance, she shouldn’t have sought help from this alpha girl, which led to the mistake.

The shame of incest lingered in Gu Anlan’s heart.

The scene of Su Mu pinning her down and fucking her hard that night replayed repeatedly in her mind.

Su Yuda was away for work, trusting her with his daughter.

Yet she had a relationship with this girl; if he found out, how would he see her?

Her mind was filled with these thoughts.

Gu Anlan’s head felt like it would explode.

She thought about how she’d only known Su Yuda for two months, their bond wasn’t deep, but they got along harmoniously.

This flash marriage was mostly for… her mother.

Gu Anlan had a so-called defect; she couldn’t bear children.

She didn’t mind it herself, she was open to letting relationships and marriage happen naturally, even content to live alone forever.

But what use was her own progressive thinking?

Society placed too much pressure on omegas.

How could an omega not marry?

An omega who couldn’t bear children was deemed useless, such outdated notions.

Even in this era, most ordinary people still held deep down.

Gu Anlan came from an ordinary, traditional family.

She was already 32, her mother’s health was declining, constantly nagging about her finding a good match.

The prolonged pressure to marry weighed heavily on Gu Anlan.

She wasn’t against resisting, but resistance would only upset her mother’s health.

She didn’t want her mother to keep worrying over her.

An omega who couldn’t bear children was rarely considered by alphas, so she met Su Yuda by chance, a divorced man.

An alpha with a child already wouldn’t demand such things, just wanting a companion.

After a month of dating, Su Yuda gave Gu Anlan a decent impression, not deeply likable but not repulsive.

His handsome looks and gentlemanly demeanor made her think life with him wouldn’t be too hard, plus… with Su Yuda’s parents deceased, there’d be no in-laws to trouble her, saving her much hassle, and his daughter was nearly an adult.

Thinking about this, it seemed like a good choice.

But who could’ve imagined that in two months, she’d get entangled with his daughter.

Gu Anlan felt immense guilt, sitting in the office with her head down.

Other teachers couldn’t tell what she was thinking, as Teacher Gu wasn’t a warm person; they were used to it and didn’t think much of it.

Today’s classes, two in the morning, were done.

Gu Anlan sat in the office irritably writing lesson plans, still unable to let go, until someone tapped her desk with a pen, and she looked up.

Su Mu held a Chinese textbook, smiling brightly at her.

Damn it! Why was this kid here?

Checking the time, class had ended, Gu Anlan felt helpless.

She’d deliberately avoided Su Mu today, not daring to look at her during Chinese class.

The school was only so big, if Su Mu wanted to find her, there was no escape.

“Teacher Gu, I didn’t understand some parts of the lesson, your student came to ask for help.”

Su Mu stood nearby, her school uniform brushing Gu Anlan’s nose, carrying the faint alpha pheromone scent from yesterday.

It was so familiar.

Last night this kid called her teacher while asking if she was tight…

Gu Anlan’s face flushed red like fire.

“Teacher Gu, what’s wrong…?”

Su Mu noticed Gu Anlan’s odd behavior, but knowing why, she deliberately leaned closer to ask.

Gu Anlan was startled by the sudden proximity; she didn’t want her flushed face seen, in a panic, she covered her face with both hands.

Teacher Gu acting like a shy little girl in front of her left Su Mu stunned.

Pfft… this was too cute.