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In the end, I suppose I judged Kaiser-sama and Prevot-sama solely on their appearance and outward demeanor, without trying to see their inner selves.

And this is the result.

That simply means I had no interest in these two, and it must have been quite comical to say things like love and romance in front of Kaiser-sama.

Ultimately, maybe I wasn’t in love with Prevot, but I just wanted an opportunity to break off the engagement with Kaiser-sama.

And as a byproduct, I was excited about things like love.

How immature and shallow I was, I can understand that well now.

To the extent that I instinctively thought, “Prevot seems more dangerous than Kaiser-sama…”

However, even so, I couldn’t break off the engagement again. Perhaps this is the purification of the sin I have committed…

While thinking about such things, I let Prevot’s words flow in one ear and out the other.

Afterward, the school went on a half-day break, and everyone was checked for injuries. If everything was okay, we were allowed to go home. So, I decided to go home like the other students.

On the way, I felt like Prevot was inviting me for an after-school date, but I couldn’t bring myself to feel that way, so I declined. But thinking that this would continue from now on makes me feel depressed.

“I’m home…”

“You’re finally back… I’ve been waiting, silly girl.”

And when I got home by carriage, my father was standing in front of the entrance, waiting in a stiff posture.

From his appearance, I think he’s probably going to be angry with me again for deciding to break off the engagement with Kaiser-sama and get engaged to Prevot without permission. Although at that time, I didn’t realize the seriousness of what I had done, now that I can understand, I can also understand my father’s unrelenting anger. So, unlike yesterday, I will accept it obediently and let him scold me.

“Good grief, do you understand how much I’ve bowed my head to the Quist family because of you!? I thought I was going to be killed!! Do you understand that you’ve done something so serious that I can’t even complain if my entire family is killed!?”

“I’m sorry. At that time, I didn’t think it would come to that…”

Truly, I can only say that my thinking was shallow at the time.

I understood in my head the significance of doing something so outrageous to the face of the aristocracy, but it would be more accurate to say that I was optimistic, thinking that “everything will somehow be resolved in a good direction, so it doesn’t matter.”