I Have Been Called The Idiot Son Behind My Back. But I Remembered Memories, And I Can Use The Abilities I Had In My Past Life. So I Will Make Use of Major Online Stores Like Am**on And Aim for a Slow Life for Now - 143

**Chapter 143: Death Isn’t So Bad**

Despite not having an air of solicitation, and even though my clothes, though categorized as “shabby” with their age, color fading, and stains, were clearly high-quality compared to the street prostitutes around me, no men came to assault me.

They probably judged me as either a decoy, diseased, or a noble’s cast-off.

The men who made such judgments and stayed away likely understood that in this world, “if you make a wrong judgment, you only end up dead.”

If I had been assaulted in the past few days, I might have tried to survive by selling my body, thinking, “Since my body is already tainted.”

Even though I understand logically that preserving my virginity means nothing to me now, I can’t act on it. I might just want to die as I am.

What was my life about?

As I ponder this, I let go of consciousness.

When I next wake up, it’s not in the abandoned city but in a clean room with an unfamiliar ceiling.

A maid-like person who noticed I had awoken explained why I was brought here.

It seems that three days ago, I was invited by a former street prostitute working in the city I was in to become a slave of Duke Kaiser’s heir. They found me unconscious and brought me here for treatment.

So it seems I am likely already a slave of Duke Kaiser.

However, according to the maid, I would be given a choice once I woke up, so I hadn’t become a slave yet.

It might have just been a whim of Duke Kaiser’s.

But to me, it was a sign of kindness I had almost forgotten.

Even if it was just a whim, Duke Kaiser waited until I woke up, considering that I might not want to become a slave.

When I felt that kindness, I couldn’t help but suppress my tears like a child.

Perhaps it is a trap to deceive me, but if I am only waiting for death, it might not be so bad to be deceived by Duke Kaiser before dying. That thought crossed my mind.