Me And My Four Dancers - Chapter 18
Chapter 18: A New Relationship
He’d been soundly asleep, suddenly awakened. His mind still shrank, he asked dazedly, “…How can I help?”
As soon as he said that, Chen Ze leaned over and pushed back the blanket he’d just covered him with. “Like this.” Chen Ze’s hand grasped him through his pajamas.
Yan Shuo: “…”
“No need!”
In the excitement, Yan Shuo had forgotten he was lying on the edge of the bed. He dodged three meters away, nearly falling headfirst onto the floor.
Chen Ze reacted quickly, yanking him back.
The pull was so strong that Yan Shuo heard the snap of his pajamas buttons. Then, inertia sent him careening into Chen Ze’s arms.
They were facing each other, Chen Ze’s chest pressed against him, his chin resting on his shoulder. The heat of his breath fanned the skin of his neck, causing Yan Shuo to shiver and try to hide.
But Chen Ze held his waist, one arm around him.
Yan Shuo: “…”
What the hell? He’d ignored him just a few days ago, and now he’s doing this again.
Is this guy like a weather forecaster? Unpredictable.
“Brother Ze,” Yan Shuo said tactfully, his scalp tingling. “What are you doing? Let’s get some sleep. I mean… we can sleep separately.”
He thought Shen Ze would calm down after hearing that, but unexpectedly, Chen Ze said, “I’ve been thinking about this for the past few days.”
Yan Shuo: “Huh?”
Chen Ze, still holding him, said something in his usual, naturally cool voice, “I’ve thought about it carefully. I think you’re quite cute. You suit my taste.”
Yan Shuo: “?”
What does that mean? What does that mean? What does that mean?
Is this the prelude to a confession? Yan Shuo’s entire body tensed. What Chen Ze said was somewhat different from what he had imagined.
“I hadn’t thought about it that way before, after all, we’re both straight,” Chen Ze said. “But I suddenly realized this is a good idea. Besides, we’re colleagues and we’re mostly together at work, so it’s very convenient.”
“…” Yan Shuo was confused. “Wait, didn’t I understand? What are you talking about? What’s good?”
He leaned back in Shen Ze’s arms, straining to look back.
As he turned, Chen Ze’s gaze landed on his lips at close range.
Yan Shuo’s nerves tensed. They were so close, so close that the air felt hot and quiet, and even the sound of breathing was difficult to hear.
He subconsciously pursed his lips. As if sensing his awkwardness, Chen Ze suddenly grasped his jaw and leaned down to kiss him.
The kiss was sudden and natural. Yan Shuo’s chin was twisted, and his lips couldn’t close.
Chen Ze used this position to kiss him deeply, so deeply that he practically swallowed his tongue. Yan Shuo passively endured it, his chest tight and breathless by the end, his face flushed.
Chen Ze released his hand: “Does it feel good?”
Yan Shuo: “…”
Chen Ze said: “So, if we maintain this relationship, are you okay with it?”
…? ?
What kind of relationship? ? ?
Yan Shuo suspected that his and Shen Ze’s trains of thought had never been on the same page. At first, there was a misunderstanding, and now that there was no misunderstanding, he still couldn’t understand what Shen Ze was thinking.
Seeing his unhappy expression, Chen Ze added: “I didn’t mean anything else. Don’t overthink it.”
“…I didn’t think anything,” Yan Shuo said stiffly. “I don’t understand what you’re talking about. What kind of relationship?”
“This is it.” Chen Ze’s hand moved downward, catching Yan Shuo off guard as it grabbed his vitals. He instinctively arched his back, unable to escape.
Chen Ze said, “Let’s help each other. I can make you feel very comfortable.”
Yan Shuo struggled, “…I’m straight.”
Chen Ze put one hand around his waist and used the other to help him, responding, “Great. I’m straight too. Don’t you think this is safer? I don’t have to worry about you getting attached to me, and I won’t get attached to you either. We can be together freely, without any hidden dangers.”
Yan Shuo: “…”
It seemed to make sense, but what was wrong?
“Why…” Yan Shuo tensed up, his voice unknowingly breathless. “You’re so weird…”
“What’s weird about me?”
Chen Ze applied pressure to his hands, thrusting his hips forward. Yan Shuo lurched, his hair standing on end. He felt a strange, tingling sensation, both shocking and unbearable.
Chen Ze tilted his head, and a hot, moist breath bit his earlobe.
“It’s not me who’s weird, it’s you.” Chen Ze’s voice was low and close to his, slowly speaking. “Ever since last time in the bathroom—don’t say you don’t remember, you were pretending to be a puppy in the bathroom, crawling all over me. Afterward, I always thought I could see two furry ears on your head.”
Yan Shuo: “…”
“Whenever I see you, my teeth itch. I can’t help but want to bite you.” Chen Ze did what he said. He bit his earlobe until it soaked, then turned his face, bit his lips, and kissed him several times.
“…”
Yan Shuo was soothed beneath him, his mind dizzy with the growing desire, barely maintaining a glimmer of consciousness.
“You said you’re not interested in men, that you don’t like men…”
“Yes, but I like puppies.”
“…”
Yan Shuo choked. “Then you should go find a dog to cuddle with, not me.”
“I don’t have that kind of taste right now,” Chen Ze said. “After all this, do you agree or not?”
“…”
Agree? What the hell is this?
Yan Shuo took a deep breath, stifling the moan of desire that surged up his throat. He muffled his words, “Why should I agree? There’s nothing I can gain from it…”
“Isn’t it a benefit?”
Chen Ze quickened his pace, stroking him vigorously while turning his body around.
Yan Shuo faced Chen Ze, his head forced into his arms.
And the hand below him slid between his legs—
“Focus,” Chen Ze suddenly said. “As a man, if even desire can’t keep you focused, what else can you focus on?”
Yan Shuo: “…”
Is that why you’re messing with me in the middle of the night?
“I don’t agree.” Yan Shuo bit his lower lip, his voice trembling slightly.
After he finished speaking, Chen Ze suddenly pulled his head out of his arms, lifted his chin, and kissed him again.
Perhaps kissing is truly addictive. Yan Shuo was kissed over and over again, his lips numb, his head dizzy, and his vision blurry, but Chen Ze seemed unsatisfied.
Yan Shuo’s entire body began to weaken, yet he couldn’t release the sensation down there.
He clutched Chen Ze’s shirt, unable to suppress a gasp.
Chen Ze suddenly rolled over and pinned him down, pulling off his pajamas and pressing himself against him without a barrier.
“Don’t, don’t do that…”
Yan Shuo clutched the bedsheets, tensing to the limit.
Just then, Chen Ze whispered into his ear, “Why don’t you agree? It’s just a mutual aid. Don’t you need it?… Look, you clearly do.”
“…”
Yan Shuo was speechless.
Chen Ze continued, “In our profession, romance isn’t allowed, and finding someone to help us out isn’t easy. Isn’t helping each other the best solution? What are you afraid of? I don’t like you, so I won’t hold you hostage. You’re the same way, right?”
Yan Shuo: “…”
“Wait, why are you suddenly—”
“Not suddenly,” Chen Ze interrupted. “I’ve been thinking about this for days.”
“…”
Yan Shuo felt a pang of pain in his balls. He felt like he’d been brainwashed.
—It’s really no big deal, right?
He did have his needs. He used to live in his own room and could find solace. Now, sharing a bed with Shen Ze, he couldn’t even bring himself to do anything.
But…
But what?
Something felt strange…
Yan Shuo didn’t have time to think too much. He was controlled by Chen Ze. The turbulent tide seemed to rush into his mind, obliterating his normal judgment.
He felt hot all over, and a thin layer of sweat formed on his forehead.
At the moment they reached the climax, he was kissed again. Chen Ze bit his moist, red lips. “You agree, right?”
Yan Shuo didn’t object.
Chen Ze said, “Okay, then I’ll write a detailed agreement and send it to your phone.”
“…?”
There are still terms?
Yan Shuo’s eyes darkened. He regretted it before he even started.