My classmate seems to want to have s*x with me - Chapter 32
Listening to the footsteps moving away, Ding Chen let out a sigh of relief and began to tidy herself up. Once she had composed herself and looked up, she saw Qiu Yanzhen curled up at the head of the bed with her face buried in her knees. She wiped her mouth, crawled over, and asked with concern, “What’s wrong?”
Qiu Yanzhen revealed half of her face, her eyes red and glistening with tears, she turned her gaze away, “……It’s nothing.”
“Are you feeling unwell anywhere?” Ding Chen picked up the glasses she had carelessly thrown on the bed and put them on. After clearly seeing Qiu Yanzhen’s expression, she was stunned. “What exactly happened?”
It shouldn’t be that she did something wrong just now, right? She recalled the earlier situation in her mind and felt that Qiu Yanzhen didn’t seem to be unwell.
After a long silence, Qiu Yanzhen finally spoke, “Am I… am I really a pervert?”
“What?”
Qiu Yanzhen buried her face back into her knees, took a deep breath, and said, “The first time in the cram school bathroom, I… did that because of you.” She paused, gathered her courage, and continued, “I’ve thought about you doing that many times.”
The room was silent, and Qiu Yanzhen didn’t dare to look up at Ding Chen’s expression. She tightly hugged her knees, like a criminal awaiting judgment.
“Um… I think I have a rough idea…” Even though they had both done something substantial, talking about it with Qiu Yanzhen still felt a bit awkward for Ding Chen. She recalled the changes in Qiu Yanzhen’s values after she started seeing strange numbers. “Did it start around three months ago?”
“No.” After starting to confess, Qiu Yanzhen didn’t seem as anxious as at the beginning; instead, she felt a sense of relief. “After I helped you get your clothes in the locker room.”
Ding Chen’s eyes widened more than copper bells, and her voice rose a few pitches due to shock, “So early?”
“I can’t control myself and that thing below.” Qiu Yanzhen’s voice was a bit choked, “I’m sorry…”
Ding Chen realized that her tone seemed to have been misunderstood and quickly remedied, “I didn’t mean it that way, I was just a bit surprised.” After she finished speaking, she noticed that Qiu Yanzhen didn’t react at all, so she hurriedly added, “Really, I really don’t mind.”
She spoke in a flustered manner, “I, I, I bumped into you on the bus when school just started. You smelled so good, your body was so soft, and you were so pretty. I couldn’t stop thinking about it for days after I got home. Ever since that day, I’ve been secretly watching you every day!”
Ding Chen’s “sincere confession” seemed to have moved Qiu Yanzhen; her body stiffened for a moment before she slowly looked up, her eyes wide open like a little rabbit’s.
“I didn’t mean anything else at that time, it’s just that you were really… beautiful. I couldn’t help but keep wanting to see you. I really didn’t mean anything else. You are just so pretty and gentle. Everyone likes you, right? I’m sure I’m not the only one who looks at you, and I’m not the only one who thinks of you when I get home… right? I was just in a mindset of appreciating beautiful things at that time, you should understand, right? I really didn’t have strange thoughts”
Ding Chen was so flustered that she didn’t even know what she was saying, “Okay, I admit I might have had a little crush on you back then.” She paused for a moment and continued, “Although not as early as you, but… after that time in the cram school bathroom, I also thought about you.”
She rambled on nonsensically, and Qiu Yanzhen finally responded, “But back when we didn’t know each other well…”
“It’s okay to just think about it!” Ding Chen hurriedly reassured.
“Really?” Hope shone in Qiu Yanzhen’s eyes.
“Fake.” Ding Chen said, adding before the light in Qiu Yanzhen’s eyes dimmed, “It’s okay because it’s you.”
Qiu Yanzhen finally sat up a bit straighter. She paused as if in thought, then slowly spoke, “I didn’t have this thing before…” She glanced down, “One day last year, it just suddenly appeared.”
Ding Chen was shocked by the information content of Qiu Yanzhen’s words. Although she had been puzzled by Qiu Yanzhen’s unique physiological structure, she had never been overly concerned and had never thought of figuring it out.
“Don’t you find it strange?” Qiu Yanzhen asked.
“Yeah, I was scared the first time I saw it,” Ding Chen answered honestly.
“Just like that?”
“Uh…” Ding Chen struggled to think about her feelings regarding Qiu Yanzhen’s unusualness, “Because this matter doesn’t seem to have anything to do with me, right?”
Qiu Yanzhen looked at her, always feeling that the things she had been entangled with for so many months seemed to be trivial matters when mentioned by Ding Chen.
“You didn’t affect anyone else, right?” Ding Chen seriously explained to Qiu Yanzhen, “And it didn’t affect me either, so why should I care about this matter?”
“Uh…” Qiu Yanzhen was taken aback by what was said, and it took a long time for her to respond, “Are you sure… it didn’t affect you?”
“……It doesn’t seem like it either.” Ding Chen felt like her brain was about to fry. She was really too lazy to think about these things, but she didn’t want to brush off Qiu Yanzhen. “The key point is that it didn’t cause any bad impact.”
Qiu Yanzhen thought for a long time, as if finally able to accept it, “I understand.”
Ding Chen let out a sigh of relief, feeling like at least half of her brain cells had died. “You’re unhappy because of this?”
Originally relaxed, Qiu Yanzhen’s expression tensed up again. After hesitating for a moment, she replied, “……Not really.”
“When your dad was outside just now, I think… I got a little excited.” Qiu Yanzhen confessed, blushing and stammering, “I feel like I’m so pathetic.”
Ding Chen was somewhat surprised by Qiu Yanzhen’s confession; this person was a bit too honest.
However, fortunately, Qiu Yanzhen’s learning and application abilities are really good, and she quickly digested the conversation between the two of them, so this time it wasn’t so complicated. “But what you just said seems to make sense…”
She still hesitated a bit; although her mind thought Ding Chen’s words made sense, her long-held beliefs opposed this view.
“…Me too.” Adhering to the principle of reciprocity, Ding Chen also confessed her feelings, “Every time we do something like this, I feel like I’m leading you, this good little baby, to do something bad. It’s so exciting.”
Qiu Yanzhen’s face turned red upon hearing this, and the little remaining sense of shame in her heart was greatly alleviated, “You didn’t lead me to do anything bad.”
“Yeah, right, we didn’t do anything bad.” Ding Chen smiled contentedly, then cupped Qiu Yanzhen’s face with both hands, “It’s fine, our most well-behaved classmate Qiu should be going home now, it’s already past nine.”
Qiu Yanzhen obediently nodded, got off the bed, went to the table, drank the water Ding Chen had poured for her, then picked up her backpack, prepared to go out, greet Ding Chen’s parents, and then head home.
Ding Chen felt like she was going to be killed by Qiu Yanzhen’s cuteness. Although she always got tangled up in things she had never deeply thought about, such seriousness made her feel at ease.
Qiu Yanzhen politely greeted Ding Chen’s family in the living room, exchanged pleasantries for a while, and then got up to leave. Ding Chen accompanied Qiu Yanzhen to the opposite side of the MRT station and didn’t plan to cross the street together. Just as she was about to say goodbye, Qiu Yanzhen grabbed her.
She looked at Ding Chen with her clear eyes, and after a few seconds said, “If… we end up together, I will take full responsibility.” She was a bit serious and somewhat shy, “So don’t be afraid.”
Ding Chen’s expression changed slightly; Qiu Yanzhen was responding to what she had said in the afternoon. Her expression was serious, with a faint blush on her cheeks.
Ding Chen’s heart raced violently, as if silently confessing for herself. She suddenly felt that there was really nothing to be afraid of. Whether it was being hurt or disappointed, those unknown futures couldn’t compare to the real feelings that existed now, and the person in front of her.
She forgot how she said goodbye to Qiu Yanzhen; the streetlights softly illuminated her way home.
Returning home, her parents sat in the living room to greet her, just like every time they hadn’t seen each other for a long time. They asked her if she had been eating well and how she was doing at school. She listened to their almost-memorized concern, but her mood was somewhat different from usual.
Her parents, as usual, apologized for their frequent absence from her life. Every time she heard these words, she would always scoff inwardly, thinking these apologies were utterly hollow. She just wanted someone to be there when she came home, but today, these words suddenly made her feel a bit teary.
Dad was just saying that fortunately she seems to have a good friend at school and that they should get along well. Ding Chen felt like she couldn’t hold it in any longer, gave a casual response, and rushed back to her room, burying herself under the covers.
Clearly, they had just separated, but she had already started missing Qiu Yanzhen.
Ding, whose mouth is harder than diamonds: I don’t mean anything else, it’s just that you’re really good-looking. I really don’t have any strange intentions, but when you fell into my arms, you smelled so good and your body was so soft. You’re gentle and beautiful, everyone likes you, but I really don’t mean anything else.
Ding’s life philosophy: Mind my own business, mind your own business, and mind her own business.