My Roommate Is a Dirty Talker (GL) - Chapter 36

Shaking off a chill that raised goosebumps all over her body, Shen Weixiao obediently sat in the corner. Recalling Deng Ya’s story from the ride home, she couldn’t help but feel nostalgic for her own university days.

Sometimes, when you love someone, you become incredibly extreme. If she had been her timid, cowardly self back then, even if she had met Shi Xuan earlier, she would have simply gone with the flow, unable to see her own heart clearly.

Weixiao, I used to think this kind of thing was impossible. It’s so hard to trust someone in this world, let alone acknowledge such a special kind of love. When everyone ostracized her, leaving her utterly isolated, I didn’t stand by her side. Looking back now, she must have been heartbroken.

Deng Ya’s lips curled into a wistful smile. I thought it was just youthful rebellion, but now I can’t let go. Especially… especially seeing how happy you two are… I long to be with her again.

But I’m afraid. I’m terrified that if I take this step, there will be no turning back. Deng Ya’s brow furrowed, her eyes reddening with emotion. My parents, my siblings, even my cousin—none of them would approve. They’d all think I’ve gone mad.

Leaning back in her chair with her eyes closed, Shen Weixiao couldn’t shake Deng Ya’s words from her mind. Deng Ya’s worries and hesitations mirrored her own anxieties.

Shi Xuan’s composure was unnervingly calm. Even though Shen Weixiao believed it was simply her nature, she couldn’t help but feel puzzled.

Sister Xuan, Shen Weixiao suddenly asked awkwardly, deliberately rubbing the back of her hand against her lips. Forcing a smile, she leaned closer to Shi Xuan’s shoulder and whispered, Is it true… that you kissed me secretly?

Shi Xuan must be muttering to herself, Shen Weixiao thought, pursing her lips. She emphasized nonchalantly, Sneaking around like that? What a rogue! Acting so possessive, hmph.

If the chairs hadn’t been bolted to the floor, Shi Xuan would have sworn her precious little darling was about to flip the table in a fit of tsundere pique. She merely curled her lip and replied calmly, Since you’ll be mine sooner or later, what’s the difference between kissing you now or later?

Shi Xuan spoke with unwavering sincerity, her words measured and clear. Shen Weixiao found herself speechless. Unable to win an argument against the Goddess, she shifted toward the window, turning her head away and refusing to look at Shi Xuan, ignoring her calls.

Hey…

Gazing at the skyscrapers outside, Shen Weixiao basked in Shi Xuan’s almost pleading tone, her dimples deepening into ripples of amusement.

Xiao…

One last time, Shen Weixiao thought. If the Goddess calls me again, I’ll turn around and give her some face, forgiving her offense.

Attention passengers, we have arrived at South Loxin Road Intersection. Please hold on tightly as you disembark.

The familiar bus announcement snapped Shen Weixiao back to reality. With a jolt, she spun around and rushed to the bus door, forgetting to swipe her card as she leaped off.

We’re here? Why didn’t you wake me? Shen Weixiao frowned, grumbling as she trailed closely behind Shi Xuan. The Goddess showed no sign of a prodigal’s return, and Shen Weixiao’s heart was in turmoil.

Shi Xuan’s footsteps halted abruptly. She turned to fix Shen Weixiao with a long, silent stare amidst the crowd’s clamor. Finally, she asked, her voice steady, Weixiao, are you truly ready to be with me?

Not a fleeting impulse, but a steadfast, unwavering vow between them.

Shen Weixiao’s legs stiffened, rooted to the spot. Shi Xuan’s gaze, cold and heavy, pressed down on her heart, leaving her no escape from her panic.

I… Shen Weixiao forced a smile, her fingers twisting painfully behind her back. Let’s talk about this when we get back, okay?

Mu Xinran and Deng Ya turned to see Shi Xuan and Shen Weixiao still talking in the same spot. The tense standoff startled them both. Just as they were about to intervene, Wang Qiao hung up his phone ahead of them, looking visibly annoyed.

Mu Xinran stubbornly ignored Wang Qiao out of spite. Wang Qiao sighed heavily, turned to Deng Ya, and apologized, The office called me in for overtime. I have to go.

Suppressing her frustration, Mu Xinran whirled around to face Wang Qiao, only to see him glance at Deng Ya with a look of grim determination before rushing into the nearby subway station.

Realizing Wang Qiao was truly gone, a wave of bitterness washed over Mu Xinran. Tears welled up in her eyes as she gripped Deng Ya’s arm and sobbed, Xiao Ya, he just left me here alone.

Deng Ya steadied Mu Xinran, who was about to collapse into a weeping heap on the ground. Her own heart felt heavy. She had noticed Mu Xinran’s childish behavior toward Wang Qiao all day.

Wang Qiao had been distracted during their time together, constantly checking his phone and making calls—clearly not fully present. But her cousin had also been overly critical, finding fault in everything.

As an outsider, she saw both sides clearly, yet felt powerless to intervene.

When Shen Weixiao and Shi Xuan caught up, they suddenly saw Mu Xinran’s eyes were red as she shook her head at Deng Ya with a troubled expression. Wang Qiao was nowhere to be seen, so the two didn’t ask any further questions.

The four of them looked like saplings battered by wind and rain, listlessly eating nearby before slowly strolling home. Not a word was spoken during the walk. As they neared the entrance, a strong wind picked up, and goose feather-like snowflakes began to fall.

That evening, after Shi Xuan went to shower, Shen Weixiao habitually started typing. Just as she was about to finish, she noticed a message from Tan Xinbujue. She shuddered and immediately replied.

 Chunmian Bujuexiao? Why are you bothering her?

 Tan Xinbujue  I saw her being so lively in the group chat today and couldn’t help but send her a private message. Chun don’t blame me…

 Chunmian Bujuexiao   I wasn’t even sure it was her! What if you’ve wrongly accused her?

 Tan Xinbujue  ? I messed up But I’ve been thinking about this for so long, and I still feel like she’s behind it. Otherwise, why would all those trolls keep mentioning how great Hua Nu-dada is and how loving her stories are, as if they’re afraid people won’t get the message!

Chunmian Bujuexiao We never had any grudges before, but now you’ve really crossed the line! My dear Tan Xin, you’re such a troublemaker! Awoooo!

Tan Xinbujue Hmph! Ughhh I’m so frustrated I’m flipping the table! I refuse to believe she was truly innocent back then. Why else would she change her name after you left Gu Yan? What else could it be but guilt?

Shen Weixiao agreed with Tan Xin’s reasoning. Fei Tan Fei Zhan, the author, had been doing well until she was accused of plagiarism and then applied to change her name. Few people knew about this at the time, as she was just a minor figure. By the way, Tan Xinbujue was already a rising star back then.

After the two parties reconciled, Fei Tan Fei Zhan followed Shen Weixiao. Out of courtesy, Shen Weixiao generously followed her back, so she and a few close friends knew about the name change.

Now, Fei Tan Fei Zhan—or rather, Hua Nu, as she’s known today—has become a prominent figure among the rising stars, with her fanbase growing daily. For Tan Xin to confront her about the slander without any evidence? That’s just asking for trouble.

Chunmian Bujuexiao You shouldn’t be so reckless! Impulsiveness is the devil, and you’re the devil’s devil. Tiger touch, I bet she really gave you a hard time, didn’t she?

Shen Weixiao thought that even if Tan Xin were kicked out of the author’s group, it wouldn’t be undeserved. After all, no one likes being blamed for someone else’s mistakes. Besides, after the last incident, she’d followed the author for a while. She didn’t seem like the type to hide daggers behind a smile or harbor deep-seated malice. On the contrary, she appeared to be a book-loving, dog-obsessed, adorable girl.

Tan Xinbujue No. But it was pointless.

Tan Xinbujue The author was very polite to me. I didn’t lose anything. I’m just annoyed that she refused to admit she incited her fans.

Chunmian Bujuexiao You stubborn little imp! Are you forcing me to apologize to that girl myself?! What a terrible teammate!

Tan Xinbujue I admit I was biased against her. Ahem, it’s only because I love you so deeply. Besides, she’s been acting strangely active in the group these past few days. After being so quiet and mysterious for so long, she’s suddenly acting like she’s taken some kind of energy-boosting pill. How could I not be suspicious? I’m determined to challenge her.

Chunmian Bujuexiao ……

Tan Xinbujue Awoo awoo awoo! My game time’s up! Gotta go! Grrr! Chun, watch me crush her this time in the game! I’m gonna pin her down and make her rage quit!

Chunmian Bujuexiao Hey, hey! You’re supposed to be a lady, you know? At least act like you’re getting married! Show some decency! 

Tan Xinbujue Don’t even mention marriage! It’s so annoying! Lately, I’ve been feeling off about that guy. I don’t even want to marry him anymore!

Chunmian Bujuexiao Ugh… So impulsive! You can’t just treat marriage like a game!

Tan Xinbujue Pfft! You think we’ve already registered our marriage? We’ve only met once! My mom’s been pressuring me ever since! I haven’t even had my fun yet! No way! I’m reclaiming my autonomy! I’m going to confront my mom again and tell her exactly how I feel! Bye! 886

Tan Xinbujue’s avatar went gray.

Shen Weixiao was stunned by her friend’s dramatic mood swings. In this day and age, it was rare to find someone who wasn’t online 247 on Penguin.

Speaking of which, can marriage really be this casual? Shen Weixiao doubted the truthfulness of her real-world friend’s words. Rumor had it that girls automatically exaggerate everything a hundredfold!

Could her earlier talk about marriage have been just another exaggeration?

Shen Weixiao’s expression stiffened. Ugh, what am I even thinking? It’s like I’m not a girl myself!