Red Dot - 37

– Chapter 37 –
Until now, the blood Hanseo shed with his own hands was solely for his own sake. Suppressing the peculiar impulse he inherently possessed, he had to restrain it until it reached its breaking point, inevitably exploding. Otherwise, he felt like he might go crazy.

Whether hunting animals, humans, or corpses, the motive was always the same.

To prevent myself from going insane.

Even thinking about it himself, it was a truly pathetic reason. No one would give any justification to such selfish acts. Even if someone were to begrudgingly understand, they would categorize it as impulsive behavior for gratification and acknowledge that denying it was all there was to it.

But today, the selfish acts driven by such reasons were given an entirely different meaning.

A legitimate act for Junseong and Hanseo to protect each other… a very justifiable action.

The desire that was only dirty had completely transformed into something different with just that meaning alone.

“Ah…”

A short sigh escaped Hanseo’s lips.

He looked at Junseong, who had given a new meaning to his actions and to the person named Hanseo.

“Junseong.”

Just calling his name made his heart tremble.

“If, for instance.”

He enclosed Junseong’s cheeks with both hands. His eyes, filled with doubt, were still looking at him.

“In a situation like yesterday, if you thought I might die instead of you, what would you do?”

Junseong’s eyes flickered slightly. After some hesitation, he eventually gave the answer he desired.

“I would have killed Park Hyunje.”

Even though Hanseo expected Junseong to say that, hearing it directly sent shivers down his spine. The lower part of his body tensed, and his chest tingled.

“If you thought I might die, would you save me?”

Asking again, this time he answered without hesitation.

“Yes.”

He didn’t know what expression he had. He didn’t know what expression he should have.

The person who gave absolute meaning to her actions.

The person who said it was okay to stain himself with blood if it meant saving him.

“Damn.”

An impatient curse slipped out.

“Hm?!”

An impatient desire flowed out.

Hanseo pulled Junseong’s face, encased in his hands, closer and pressed his lips against his. It was different from the previous time he pressed his lips against his to alleviate hyperventilation.

It felt like his abnormal desires and the greatest impulse changed into something entirely different when directed toward Junseong.

He deeply inserted her tongue between their lips. As Junseong’s stiff tongue began to relax, he took the opportunity to entwine it, sometimes tightening and loosening it like playing a game, and then holding it more tightly if it tried to escape.

“Suck, mmm-!”

Embracing Junseong tightly, he held his head with his hand to make sure he couldn’t turn away. He didn’t let him escape, capturing the back of his head to prevent him from fleeing. The small head gradually felt warmer through his palm.

This time, what Hanseo’s tongue tormented, his palate swept over. He delicately caressed it, sometimes drawing lines from the front of his mouth to just behind his upper teeth. Sweet moans mixed with the rushed breaths.

“Ung….”

A cute sound.

I wish I could hear more.

Hanseo, wanting to extract more sounds echoing through Junseong’s throat, playfully tapped his small, tense tongue to coax out more reactions. He playfully swayed it from side to side as if surprised, then rotated it roundly around the center of his tongue. Wetting the slippery surface of his tongue and touching the delicate, bright red area underneath invariably elicited sounds.

“Heh, uh, ugh….”

Encouraged by the clear reactions that indicated his preferences, he continued to tease him with multiple bites and sways. Slipping his tongue as if it would enter Junseong’s throat, he explored deeply, then withdrew it to gently touch the tips of each other’s tongues.

Hanseo’s tongue touched Junseong’s evenly aligned teeth. Exploring the upper and lower teeth with the tip of his tongue, he found them as neat and beautiful as Junseong himself.

A new thought occurred to him.

‘It wouldn’t be bad to continue like this.’

He imagined Junseong’s tongue overwhelmed by his own, blood flowing from it. The idea was provocative enough to stimulate his spine. Thinking of Junseong’s mouth filled with his blood made the lower part of his body shiver.

Slightly turning his face, he pressed his lips deeper. With the tongue now able to go a bit deeper than before, it reached the entrance of Junseong’s throat. The tongue could easily touch the entrance of the throat in his small mouth. Even this light touch caused a muffled moan each time he lightly teased him.

Retracting his tongue slowly, he tickled the inner walls of Junseong’s mouth and the entrance of his throat with the tip of his tongue. His two hands, which had been unable to break free and were just trembling, now rested on Junseong’s back. Unable to use sharp nails, they gently scratched inside with the soft fingertips. If they weren’t clothed, he might have clutched the fabric with both hands, hanging onto it.

“Suck, hmm-!”

Embracing Junseong tightly, he pulled him closer, holding the back of his head with his hand to prevent him from turning away. The small head gradually warmed through his palm.

His reaction, along with the rough and intense kiss that left him unable to breathe properly, made Junseong’s body feel like he had received an extra dose of anesthesia. The hands that had been tapping him stopped, and now they just trembled.

Hanseo, who had thoroughly bitten and sucked on Junseong’s lips, heard his strained voice through her swollen and sucked lips.

“You… this bastard… haah… what… are you doing…”

Unable to complete a sentence due to breathlessness and exhaustion, he had completely relaxed.

Leaning against her chest, Hanseo half-closed her eyes and looked down at Junseong, who was breathing heavily.

“I feel like I’m going to die, Junseong.”

The face that had turned red from kissing was fascinating. The red hue on the smooth and beautiful white skin, unlike her own, made it look so enticingly different.

Now, he realized.

‘Continuing like this wouldn’t be so bad.’

Unable to stick his teeth in like a zombie, he instead traced his lips over the flushed areas on Junseong’s face. Whether it was ticklish or not, he made small sighs, even though they hadn’t kissed.

Cute Junseong.

Pretty Junseong.

He liked him so much that he wanted to kill him.

Hanseo playfully brought his lips to Junseong’s lips, as if coaxing him with affection.

In a daze from the kiss, Junseong, who had been panting as if he couldn’t catch his breath, finally turned his head in surprise. His reddened cheeks and moist eyes trembled.

“Wait, you… you’re gay?”

“Well, who knows.”

Unable to resist the impulse, Hanseo turned Junseong’s face towards himself and planted a kiss on his cute, trembling eyes. An intense urge to swallow him whole and lick every inch, even the eyeballs, surged within him.

Every time he suppressed such impulses, the cost seemed to accumulate.

Beneath the pants, the lower part twitched as if pleading to be released.

Junseong, with bewildered eyes, attempted to push away Hanseo’s chest. However, the firm chest resisted Junseong’s efforts. Hanseo’s arms, embracing him, showed no signs of budging.

“Why are you suddenly… doing this…?”

Junseong couldn’t help but be confused. A sudden, breath-stealing kiss, coupled with a cheeky smooch ceremony he’d never experienced even from his parents.

Hanseo felt an overwhelming desire to consume Junseong, far more than usual. Of course, he wished Junseong would reciprocate below.

‘Ah, I see.’

It dawned on him in an instant.

He wanted to ravish Junseong.

A previously nonexistent desire boiled within him.

What was initially a temporary measure to quell uncontrollable impulses had now reversed. The suppressed desire was now so intense that it consumed his thoughts.

‘But…’

If he followed his instincts, he might end up breaking Junseong, rendering him unable to stand. He might be left crying on the floor, unable to do anything but weep.

In fear, Junseong might hide somewhere deep.

‘That won’t do.’

Ignoring the heat below, Hanseo planted lips on Junseong’s round head.

‘Let’s endure a bit longer.’

Despite Junseong’s throat being tightly embraced by Hanseo’s arms, he continued to apply warm lips.

‘Once he realizes there’s no escape, he won’t be able to resist no matter what.’

Hanseo’s lips traced a long curve.

‘Then, I’ll devour him. From head to toe… leaving not a single bone behind.’