The Female Lead is Looking at Me Differently (GL) - Chapter 39.2

And her panting sound right next to my ear.

Every time Wen Zhao thought of this, her heart raced and her thoughts became confused, so much so that she couldn’t fall asleep at all. This was the root cause of why she had to open her eyes and wake up, and why she felt a little restless.

Wen Zhao lay on her back like this, her fingers clutching the quilt, not knowing how long she had been lying there, and then when she felt that Fu Yu might have fallen asleep, she carefully turned around to face Fu Yu’s direction.

Fu Yu’s sleeping posture was very neat, without any bad habits.

She was breathing deeply, seeming to be fast asleep.

Her eyes were tightly closed, her nose bridge was delicate and straight, and the outline of her profile was incredibly beautiful, even if Wen Zhao were to view her without any filters, she could unhesitatingly give Fu Yu a full score.

Wen Zhao moved slightly, she rested her head on the back of her hand, looked at Fu Yu’s sleeping profile, and was slightly lost.

And when she came back to her senses, she realized that she had already placed her hand gently on Fu Yu’s face without permission.

Wen Zhao’s heart jumped suddenly, with a feeling of guilt as if she had been caught stealing. She was like a child who was sneaking around doing bad things at night, even though she was afraid, but at this moment, she couldn’t control her actions.

Wen Zhao propped herself up slightly, she bit her lip lightly, and then gently touched Fu Yu’s black hair.

This was probably their last contact.

After tomorrow, they would go their separate ways, and she and Fu Yu could only be the relationship between the main character and the supporting character. They would never be able to return to this kind of relationship.

Not to mention… it was she who had rejected Fu Yu.

Wen Zhao’s eyelashes trembled slightly, as if they were about to fall.

They were impossible.

She had already completely rejected Fu Yu once, and these seven days of getting along was Fu Yu’s last… “plea”. So Fu Yu would definitely not turn back.

Moreover, even if Fu Yu turned back, Wen Zhao could only grit her teeth and continue moving forward.

Just as Wen Zhao was lost in thought, suddenly, a hand grabbed her wrist, followed by a tug, and then the world spun.

When Wen Zhao came to her senses, she had been pressed down by Fu Yu.

The other party held her, buried her face in the side of her neck, and asked Wen Zhao in a muffled voice, “What are you doing?”

Wen Zhao’s heart suddenly skipped a beat.

She opened her eyes wide in confusion, never expecting that Fu Yu would wake up, and even caught her red-handed. How embarrassing this was…

Wen Zhao stammered, “I, I… I just couldn’t sleep, so… so…”

Fu Yu turned her head slightly, her dry lips pressed against her neck, and then she opened her lips, “So, do you want to wake me up?”

Because of speaking, the hot breath sprayed on Wen Zhao’s neck, and this strange sensation even made her feel… that Fu Yu had stuck out her tongue and lightly licked her skin.

Wen Zhao only felt a tingling sensation in her lower back. She blinked hard and shook her head, trying to shake off this feeling.

“No, I didn’t mean to wake you up.”

Fu Yu reached out and gently stroked Wen Zhao’s other earlobe, then pinched her earlobe. “Then what did you want to do?”

Wen Zhao stammered and couldn’t speak.

After all, she couldn’t say that she couldn’t sleep, so she opened her eyes and stared at Fu Yu. After all, that was too… too stalkerish.

Fortunately, Fu Yu didn’t press her. She seemed to just ask casually, and didn’t necessarily need Wen Zhao to answer.

She sat up slightly and looked down at Wen Zhao. Fu Yu’s eyes were very dark and deep, almost enough to make people lose themselves in them. She looked at Wen Zhao and asked softly, “Since you can’t sleep, then… do you want to?”

Wen Zhao understood her meaning almost immediately.

Her cheeks flushed, and she turned her face away. “You, why are you only thinking about this?”

Fu Yu seemed to curl her lips, a hint of emotion flashed in her eyes, and then she said softly, “After all, tomorrow, we will be strangers, right?”

Hearing those words, Wen Zhao felt as if her heart had been stabbed by an ice cube, and she almost curled up immediately. Her fingertips twitched, and she unconsciously bit her lip.

“It’s not like we’re completely strangers, it’s just that… we’re not as close as before.”

Fu Yu let out a soft breath and didn’t answer her question. She just used her finger to touch Wen Zhao’s cheek. “If you don’t want to, I won’t force you. Today is the 7th day, even without the antidote, the effects of the Caihua Powder won’t be too strong. I respect your wishes, A Zhao.”

Having said that, she stopped her movements, as if as long as Wen Zhao refused, she could return to her original position at any time and not continue.

Wen Zhao’s eyelashes trembled slightly, her brows furrowed, showing obvious struggle.

After a moment, Wen Zhao still didn’t make a sound, and she didn’t look up at Fu Yu, so Fu Yu withdrew her hand and prepared to leave.

“Okay, I understand,” she said.

Then, she retracted and returned to her original position. But she didn’t show any coldness, instead, she rubbed Wen Zhao’s hair as usual, and then said softly, “Go to sleep, and tomorrow will be as you wish.”

Hearing her words, Wen Zhao suddenly clenched her palm tightly, feeling extremely depressed.

As she wished?

What does it mean as she wished, and what did she wish for?

Wen Zhao slowly closed her eyes, although Fu Yu had moved away, but Wen Zhao only felt uncomfortable, not relaxed.

She never thought that she would one day find herself in such a dilemma. Clearly… everything was going as she had expected, and everything was going smoothly, but why did she still feel unsatisfied.

Those around her didn’t mind her evasive refusal, instead showing Wen Zhao a final gentleness.

But the more gentle Fu Yu was, the more uncomfortable Wen Zhao felt. Because it was reminding her, over and over again, that she had pushed Fu Yu away, pushed away the Fu Yu who had finally opened up her heart and was willing to give her heart to her.

And once she pushed away this time, she would never have another chance.

And there would absolutely be no chance of regret.

Thinking of this, Wen Zhao slowly opened her eyes.

Before her was the dim sky, and beside her was the breathing of another person.

Staring calmly at this dark obscurity for a dozen seconds, Wen Zhao finally made her final decision.

She turned around and slowly reached out her hand, grabbing Fu Yu’s arm in the darkness.

Fu Yu was clearly startled. She turned her head and asked in a low voice, “What’s wrong?” She thought Wen Zhao had something to say, and then, Fu Yu thought Wen Zhao was a little hesitant, so she comforted her, “Don’t worry…”

Fu Yu’s hand touched Wen Zhao’s cheek, with comfort and a hint of self-mockery. “I won’t force you.”

She thought Wen Zhao was worried about tomorrow.

Fu Yu’s fingertips slid down from top to bottom, with the last bit of restraint.

In the darkness, she lowered her eyes.

Wen Zhao bit her lip, and gathered her last bit of courage, then she propped herself up slightly and pulled Fu Yu over, pressing her down.

Fu Yu’s whole body stiffened.

Because she couldn’t see the scene in front of her very clearly, Wen Zhao even kissed the wrong place, but she quickly adjusted.

Soft lips touched together, Wen Zhao was so nervous that even her eyelashes were trembling, she tried to control her breathing, and then bit Fu

Originally, the hand that had subconsciously rested on her waist suddenly pressed down, with a slightly heavy force, tightening little by little, as if capturing prey into her arms, and then turning defense into offense.

The sound of breathing amplified again in the silent night, and the two of them were entangled with each other inseparably, their breaths intertwined and hot.

Wen Zhao reached out and pulled open Fu Yu’s clothes, then reached inside.

The next moment, she was pressed down by Fu Yu, their positions reversed.

Fu Yu restrained her breathing, and she asked Wen Zhao, “Do you know what you’re doing?”

Wen Zhao said, “I know, I’m not controlled by the Caihua Powder.”

Fu Yu’s hand tightened slowly, with an expectation that she didn’t dare to face directly. “So, you’re…” She opened her lips, but in the end, she didn’t dare to say the expectation in her heart.

Wen Zhao didn’t notice the meaning in Fu Yu’s words, she simply thought that Fu Yu was asking about her situation.

So Wen Zhao answered her truthfully.

“It’s the last day, I just don’t want to… leave any regrets. Since we’re going back to our original positions tomorrow, I think we should just throw away all our worries tonight, so…”

She answered with the real thoughts she had been struggling with in her heart just now. Wen Zhao felt that since the result would be the same tomorrow no matter what, why not indulge herself today, because this was the last time.

Wen Zhao’s idea was not wrong, but Fu Yu felt a chill in her heart, as if a hole had been opened in her heart, and the cold wind was blowing straight in.

If Wen Zhao had given this answer at the beginning, then Fu Yu could have accepted it calmly. But after she had raised an inappropriate expectation, she heard this answer, and one can imagine what kind of emotion Fu Yu would have in her heart.

Her fingers stiffened and slowly closed.

She originally thought… that she and Wen Zhao would have a different ending. But she didn’t expect that until the end, it was just her overthinking.

Seeing that Fu Yu didn’t move or make a sound, Wen Zhao was a little puzzled, “Fu Yu?”

Then she felt a little embarrassed, “Sorry, are you… unwilling…”

“No.” Fu Yu interrupted her.

She placed her cold fingers on Wen Zhao’s face, the temperature like her suddenly cooled heart.

“I don’t mind,” Fu Yu said softly.

Then she leaned down and approached Wen Zhao again, closer to her warm body.

Their soft lips rubbed against each other lightly, bringing a feeling of lightness or heaviness. Wen Zhao’s eyelashes trembled slightly, and she tentatively asked, “If, you… I can too, come.”

Fu Yu lowered her eyes, her emotions unclear. She pressed Wen Zhao, and said in her ear, “It’s okay, I’ll come.”

Then she kissed Wen Zhao gently.

The white snow rubbed, turning into spring water. Everything comes back to life, and the orioles sing softly.

Wen Zhao’s eyes were slightly red, and she reached out to embrace Fu Yu, clinging tightly to her, like a vine tightly wrapped around her, not wanting the other party to leave in the slightest.

She clung to Fu Yu, her body soft, turning into spring water.

Fu Yu’s movements became a little more intense, and at the end, she leaned down and bit Wen Zhao’s shoulder, leaving the mark of her teeth.

••••

Wen Zhao woke up very late the next day without a doubt.

The moment she opened her eyes and moved her body, she felt her whole body sore, as if she had been run over by a carriage. Especially her neck and thighs, the skin was rubbed red and a little painful.

Wen Zhao turned over, but touched a piece of coldness beside her.

She sat up in a daze, and then found that there was no one else beside her, Fu Yu had already left.

Although Fu Yu had done the same thing in the previous few days, Wen Zhao didn’t feel anything at that time, but today, when she saw the empty bed beside her, she felt a emptiness in her heart, as if she had lost something.

Wen Zhao got dressed with difficulty and got out of bed.

While getting dressed, she naturally saw the “mess” on her body, as well as the place on her left shoulder where Fu Yu had bitten her. But it wasn’t just this one place, there were other visible “wounds” on other parts of her body, making it easy to imagine how intense things had been last night.

Wen Zhao endured the shame and put on her clothes before going downstairs.

At breakfast, the system said, [Need to remind you, host, don’t forget to continue with the female supporting character tasks from today onwards.]

Wen Zhao: “……”

[A beautiful day starts to be ruined from now on.]

System: “…..”

But Wen Zhao naturally knew, and she quickly adjusted her state. After all, in essence, she was working for the system boss, and Wen Zhao kept in mind the professional qualities that a worker should have.

She just needed to finish the plot, and everything would be over.

You Zixia came over at this time. He came back with Fu Yu. Seeing the two of them walking in together, Wen Zhao couldn’t help but be startled.

For some reason, it felt like… they looked more like a proper couple when they walked together.

Wen Zhao’s gaze shifted from You Zixia’s face to Fu Yu’s. The other party lowered her eyes, with delicate eyebrows and a faint coldness between her brows, as if she didn’t care about the outside world. She had a natural coldness.

When she noticed Wen Zhao’s gaze, she looked up, but only for a moment, then looked away again.

Her gaze was calm, her emotions indifferent, as if Wen Zhao was an irrelevant person.

Wen Zhao’s breath stopped, and she felt her heart involuntarily ache.

…Clearly, she had been prepared for this, and clearly, it was she who had taken the initiative to return to her original position with Fu Yu. Now that this was the case, wasn’t it the same as before?

Fu Yu was ready, and she… could too.

Wen Zhao lowered her eyes and comforted herself in her heart.

T/N: What’s wrong with you guys? Later, I’ll definitely sing you the song ‘Jealous’ by Jonas. Just wait… Tsk…