The female leads who were scummed by her all turned blackened (GL) - Chapter 7

“You still hate ginger so much…” Chan Yiye murmured.

The woman in her arms was struggling, as if trying to escape her.

Chan Yiye unconsciously tightened her grip. Why was she so restless even when unconscious? If only she could be more peaceful. Her gaze inexplicably shifted to Chan Xi’s lips, which still had traces of the hangover sugar water.

Her tongue licked away the drop of sugar water, tracing the woman’s lip line.

She intended to take a small taste, but once the arrow was released, there was no turning back. Once Pandora’s box was opened, it was difficult to close again.

••••

How long had it been since they broke up?

Two years ago, Chan Xi suddenly told her she was going abroad, and their sweet campus romance abruptly turned into a long-distance relationship. How could she hinder her lover from pursuing a better future? She could only row against the current and strive to catch up, making herself someone who could stand shoulder to shoulder with her.

She had known from the day she hopelessly fell in love with Chan Xi that this would be a difficult journey. The secret romance against the backdrop of worldly prejudice and their disparate family backgrounds had long hung over her head like the Sword of Damocles, but she was willing to endure it.

She was willing to walk this path for her, because she loved her and wanted to be with her forever.

During their senior year, Chan Xi was busy preparing materials for her application to study abroad, and she was busy with a headache-inducing internship at a company and preparing for autumn recruitment. But this didn’t affect their sweet moments together. The streetlights downstairs witnessed countless times their intertwined shadows.

This strength supported her through the difficult workplace internship and the unsuccessful autumn recruitment. When she finally obtained the admission ticket to worldly success, she excitedly wanted to share the news with her lover but was met with a head-on blow: “Let’s break up.”

Chan Yiye pinched Chan Xi’s chin, biting her lips to vent her anger. The recollection of the past made her strength uncontrollable.

It wasn’t until the person in her arms whimpered and struggled, until the intertwined lips and tongues were stained with the taste of bl00d, that she loosened her grip and realized what she was doing.

The crimson bl00d on her lip was clear, and her clean lips were also stained with an eerie color.

She kissed the overflowing bl00d, the metallic taste permeating her mouth, like the main theme of that period, thick darkness, peeling away to reveal a bloody wound.

At that time, she spent all the salary she had saved from her internship and immediately bought round-trip tickets to a foreign country, wanting to communicate face-to-face. If she had been neglected during that period, she could explain that it was because she was exhausted from work.

But she couldn’t understand why, when they met again, she could laugh and hold another woman’s hand, telling her that they broke up simply because she didn’t like her anymore. She clearly said, word by word, “I don’t like you anymore. This is my current girlfriend.”

She didn’t believe it at all. Just a short time ago, when they made love, her beloved still looked into her eyes and said “I love you” over and over again. How… how could it be because she didn’t like her anymore?

She explained her neglect during this period, saying sorry over and over again, until she watched her girlfriend and her new lover kiss in front of her, her heart was completely dead.

If love and affection could change so easily, if sincerity could be so fleeting, then why start, and why provoke her?

Was it just because of their status?

In this fleeting love like a shooting star, did she ever love her?

••••

Two years had passed since their last intimate entanglement.

Two years ago, their intimacy was heartfelt and sweet, two hearts clinging together without any barriers.

What about two years later…?

You can kiss without love, you can make love without love. The stimulation of adrenaline and dopamine is the same. Why do you have to love each other to be together?

Chan Yiye unbuttoned Chan Xi’s clothes, her fair and beautiful br3asts still able to arouse her desire. Facing the woman whose skin was flushed and hot, she no longer felt heartache or pity. She just wanted to vent her desire on this body, leaving her mark.

She was extremely familiar with every sensitive spot on the person beneath her.

Her lips sucked on the fair neck, and her fingers reached behind the woman to unfasten her bra. Her fingertips pressed on the n1pples, her palms covered the br3asts, all under her control, even the time for the n1pples to harden was calculated to the second.

Heh.

Chan Yiye felt complicated. She had long known that the woman beneath her didn’t love her, but her body was still the same as when they were in love, with almost no change in every sensitive spot and the time to reach it.

This discovery suddenly made her lose strength, and all the hatred in her heart turned into confusion.

What was she doing now?

Taking advantage of someone’s vulnerability?

Chan Yiye lowered her eyes. The woman beneath her still had her eyes closed, her brows still furrowed. Only her clothes were disheveled, and her br3asts and collarbone were covered in bruises, all her handiwork.

She turned her head away in a bit of embarrassment, not daring to look at those marks again.

“Yiyi, I’m sorry…” The woman’s dreamlike murmur made her eyes sting. She turned her head again and looked at the face that rolled in nightmares day and night, still with her eyes closed.

Chan Xi, why did you provoke me and then abandon me?

But she no longer had the strength to ask this question.

Her heart had died in a foreign land two years ago.

Calming her emotions, she redressed Chan Xi, buttoning the last button and completely covering the marks.

Chan Yiye felt a beast lurking in her heart, ready to move. She didn’t know when she would hurt Chan Xi again like today. After thinking for a long time, she found that only by staying away from Chan Xi could her heart be calmer.

The hangover sugar water had cooled again.

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P.S.

Xiao Ye is going to step back. Chan Xi is about to start her long journey of wooing her wife. Although she is going further and further down the wrong path, she will soon realize that wooing her wife still requires love.

Chan Xi: I woke up and the sky fell.