The Place Where He Was Reincarnated Was Hell - The 300-Year-Old Frontier Defense Line of the Margrave Family - Chapter 1: Curses and Blessings

——Ahh…

No matter how hard you struggle and gain strength

The reality is just cold and cruel

——Treasures that were dear to my heart

With these palms, there’s nothing I can do

one

And one more

It overflows without a sound

In the face of hopeless despair

——Laughing

——Endure

Still, to resist

He smiled.

And so, alone again

　　　——Falling into the abyss

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I’m somewhere in my 30s

I’m an office worker.

No, it was… that’s correct.

I’ve quit now.

____That day, while I was at work, I felt a sharp pain in my back.

I remember very clearly that the pain was so unbearable that I thought, ‘Ah, I can’t do this.’

When I woke up, I was in the largest university hospital in the area and was told I had only three months to live.

Well, it seems to be everywhere

It’s a story that doesn’t seem to happen that often.

By the time you realize it, it’s already too late.

The so-called silent killer.

The pancreatic cancer had already progressed to the point where nothing could be done.

It’s taken over my life.

I still can’t fully process what happened so suddenly.

It feels like it’s someone else’s problem

My working life wasn’t like a black company or anything like that.

Quite normal.

I think I was living an ordinary working life.

I was living a life completely free from illness.

–That is, until this day.

It was just bad luck.

However.

“3 months to live”

When someone says that, you can’t immediately say, “Yes, I understand.”

Oh no, no.

If I don’t do something to distract myself, I’ll suddenly get scared and won’t be able to do it.

I have an infinite amount of free time until I die. I didn’t have any hobbies, but recently I’ve started reading a lot of online novels.

The genre is the usual reincarnation genre.

Even though I thought, “That’s impossible”

This is also a good thing.

———Ah

I found out that my favorite novel has been updated.

I tilted my body and smartphone together and prepared to read while lying down———

　　　”It was sudden.”

A sharp pain like I had never experienced before ran through my body, and I curled up in a ball.

I can’t breathe because of so much pain.

Also, consciousness begins to fade.

–just.

What’s different from before is

It was as if something important had slipped out of my body along with it—

There was such a strange feeling

The calm part of me

“Ahh…this won’t work,” I realize.

–I wish I could have at least read the updated parts.

That’s the last thing

　　　　Lamenting in my heart

In a flash

　　　　The view becomes dark

Ah, it’s cold

–Dark and lonely

　　　　In the Shinen

To anywhere

　　　　To anywhere

　　　　　　　Falling…

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Along with the sensation of my body being lifted up by something.

　　”The world turned upside down and became completely white.”

–no……

The moment my consciousness fell into a pitch black world, the span of sensation until my consciousness shifted to this pure white world was strange.

It just felt like a moment.

Also, I still have the sensation of someone putting their hands under my arms and lifting my body high, which is also strange.

No matter how sick you are,

I don’t think it’s possible to lift an adult male’s body without feeling any resistance.

What on earth happened?

My vision is extremely bright

Honestly, I can’t see anything.

But gradually you get used to the view.

What I could vaguely see a handsome older man was wearing what appeared to be a black military uniform.

Is it cosplay?

No, you’re not a doctor!!!

…But who is that?!?!?

Even if I try to speak up, I can’t make a good sound. Or rather, even if I can, all I can make is a high-pitched squeal.

On the contrary, my limbs, which I could see faintly, were not short at all…

That’s a lie, right?

Is it like a reincarnation?

Like, he died and was reborn?

Idiot!!!

Keep fantasy to books!!

Does it start like this?

No, I don’t have any personal experience.

I don’t know.

When you have a panic attack in your head

Gradually, sleepiness began to creep over me.

It’s unbearable, more like fainting than sleepiness.

No… that’s just a baby.

I’m getting sleepy…

Finally, I muttered to myself, _____

This time it wasn’t cold.

The feeling of being wrapped in warm arms

Then I fell into a light sleep.

Lose consciousness.

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It’s been about eight years since I was picked up by that handsome guy.

It was a constant stream of surprises.

To begin with, this isn’t the Earth I was on. There were plenty of occasions when I realized that…

If I had to say, the moon…

Here we call it the moon.monthLuna

Even an idiot would realize it wasn’t Earth when they saw two large objects in the night sky.

Another thing that surprised me was….

…….That’s right.

The family I was reincarnated into is the Vanguard family.

He was what they call an aristocrat.

Moreover, he was a Margrave, a high-ranking nobleman who was essentially on the same level as a Marquis.

We did it!!!

Get a life full of left fans!!

A typical guy!!

Thank you sooo much!!!

____ or something

That’s what I thought at the time.

But the reality is harsh.

It must have been from around age 5.

From this time on, the training that was mysteriously forced on me

It was extraordinary.

There is almost no free time.

In the early morning, the running starts as soon as it gets light.

However, this is never-ending.

Endless endurance racing.

You’re made to run until you drop.

If you fall, the situation becomes even more merciless. You have no choice but to run.

…….How many times did you vomit?

That’s more than the number of times I’ve seen my parents’ faces

The vast majority.

That’s way too much.

A crazy education policy.

Fortunately, my body is incredibly strong.

I was able to endure it because I had stupidly high stamina…

　　”I couldn’t bear it.”

As the sun begins to rise

Swordsmanship, spearmanship, martial arts, magic, etc…

In any case, it is directly connected to combat operations.

There was so much training that I got tired of it.

Every day, he was completely torn to pieces, and on the days when Father was home, he was more than torn to pieces, covered in bl00d and bruises.

Have you ever suspected abuse?

This is what happens every day.

Of course, something like this would be impossible.

It’s decided, though.

It’s magic after all

“Magic solves everything.”

Healing Magic

　　　I’m fine.

　　　　　　　　The food is delicious.

No, it’s not tasty because of the healing magic. I don’t need healing magic.

…Well, there are!!!

I don’t want to get better at all!!!

ask!!!

Just let him fall already!!!

Please stop.

I’m 5 years old!!!

I’m 6 years old!!

I’m 7 years old…

I’m 8 years old.

This happens three times as we get older.

And that brings us to the present.

I think I wished for this with all my heart a million times.

But of course, none of my wishes came true.

　　A wonderful reincarnation in another world.

Too bad…

Fulfilling convenient wishes

There is no God.

Well, to begin with…

I want to run away! Or something like that.

words………

Negative emotions.

For some reason, I can’t say it out loud when there are other people around.

Even if I try to say something, I get a bad feeling and my body freezes up.

It’s my body

He just keeps training nonchalantly!!!

There must be some kind of bad magic being put on me!!

….DAMN IT!!!

And I’m a nobleman.

Is culture a good thing for an aristocratic education?

What about the art of rulership and things like that?

The ratio of classroom learning to training is 1:9

Hey, where did the classroom learning go?

“Sleep, food, excretion”

Other than that, it’s pretty much all training.

What happened to this muscle-brained aristocrat!

Are you kidding me?

It’s the era of civil servants.

Still, the magic training was relatively fun. I was impressed by the magic I saw for the first time.

Our maid can make water out of nowhere and manipulate the wind to dry the laundry.

After seeing such a scene for the first time and learning about magic, I would beg my mother to show me magic every day.

Of course, this is when he was about 5 years old.

…Well, when I was a baby and could do nothing but lie down, I could sense that something “I don’t understand” was flowing through my body.

Since I noticed that, I kept playing with it inside my body, moving it in and out and back in. I thought there must be something going on…

…..But…

Once I started serious training in magic, my excitement about magic died.

The dream was fleeting.

Anyway, I was desperate to “endure”.

Simple, deadly magic spells such as fire and stones come flying from all directions, which I have to avoid. I intercept them and shoot them down.

Sometimes, he would even practice controlling his magic while his arms or legs were burned.

It’s a line from a famous aristocrat I know.

“A nobleman should always be calm and elegant.”

There was someone who said something like that.

Stupid sauce.

It’s the exact opposite of elegance!!

No matter how you look at it, this is crazy training.

Too many.

Well, I’ve been complaining a lot lately. Of course, there must be a reason for this kind of abusive training from such a young age.

　I learned the horror firsthand

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_____Like a slideshow

The past keeps coming to mind

Honestly, I don’t care about memories of the past.

____Ah

Really.

Right now, that doesn’t matter to me anymore.

This is an extremely miserable and horrible scene.

If this is a dream, please wake me up.

This world was the best for me, except for its educational policy.

I can’t stand magic.

That’s a party to raise the spirits!!

It’s like an adventure or something.

So many different fantasies!!

I wonder what it is

……..I’m looking forward to it.

____That’s what I thought.

My thoughts so far

Everything blew away

Ahh… damn it.

I thought there was a lot of training that seemed strangely abusive.

This was a symptomatic treatment.

The kind of thing that involves daily rigorous training to increase the endurance of both the mind and body, and make you stronger.

This is what I’m looking at right now….

How should I express it?

–If I had to say

　　　　　　”Hell.”

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—The barren land spreads out from the fort.

Far into the distance, a dead-looking forest appears to stretch across a wide area from one end of the field to the other.

Approximately 1000 Vanguard family knights and soldiers were gathered in the barren land.

And after a unanimous shout,

He cast an incredibly powerful spell.

The power of the magic that is unleashed by the group all at once is indescribable. The unleashed magic gathers together into a single flame.

It was no longer a flame, but more like the sun itself –

And then, the sun struck “something” with blinding force.

What remained at the point of direct impact was a dark, viscous, tar-like liquid burning.

–What on earth is that…?

Remnants of what appear to be human limbs are scattered here and there.

It’s like a splatter horror movie.

However, that sun only blew away a part of “Something’s” army.

On the barren land, countless “somethings” can still be seen crawling, crouching, and jumping, advancing towards us.

Some of them split off from the “something” next to them, while others spray black liquid from their countless mouths and prey on the scattered remains that explode.

From that “something” that was preyed upon,

Gradually, human arms and legs grow, and a distorted face is generated.

Is that imitating a person?

At least, it’s far removed from what we see in nature.

There’s no way that thing can be considered a living thing.

A mess of human flesh, mashed into a paste, as if it had been kneaded and shaped like a toy—

Scary.

It was like a terrible desecration of the soul.

This is a case that lacks a shred of ethics.

At least it’s not a “living thing.”

It’s not something that should be put into that category.

——Ahh, that feels sick.

The monsters in the army that came later

As far as I can see, there seem to be around 1000 of them.

This is a different world.

The biological environment is completely different from that of my previous Earth. Naturally, I had learned beforehand that so-called monsters exist in this world.

However, the monsters I learned about there looked roughly the same as what I had imagined in my previous life.

On that note.

Among the things I learned

–That monster

　　　　　There was no one there.

What the hell is that?

Such a powerful monster

There’s no way I could forget it, but it’s completely unknown.

That means ___.

It was intentionally hidden.

Those monsters.

Suddenly, at that moment.

Out of the corner of my eye, I heard some of the Vanguard soldiers scream.

Immediately, I turned towards him.

Something was waving around something abnormally long that resembled a human arm and hand.

It must have moved like a tentacle and entangled its legs.

I saw a Vanguard soldier desperately trying to shake off the tentacles that had entangled him and escape.

However, the “arm” covered in mucus forcefully pulls the soldier’s body towards it.

The soldier’s armor was torn off with a nasty sound, and the moment his skin came into direct contact with the tentacles, the flesh crumbled as if melted, and Nanika forcefully tore that part off.

The screams were high-pitched and ear-piercing as they echoed across the battlefield. I shouldn’t have been watching this, but I couldn’t take my eyes off it.

The lower half of the soldier’s body was swallowed up, as if it had been forced into the giant mouth of the monster’s torso.

The next moment, a nasty crunching sound like flesh and bone being crunched echoed throughout the room, along with the screams of soldiers.

Bl00d and organs were splattered on the ground, mixing with the thick black liquid to create a strange color.

Even I can understand dying at the end of a fight.

____But, this is it…‼︎

That’s not the way any human being should die, as I know it!

___The horrific scene takes my breath away.

My chest is tight and I can’t breathe.

Your brain can’t process reality.

The design seems to be a desecration of life.

Something that would never happen in the normal course of evolution…

____Extreme discomfort.

The worldview that appears in the film is obviously wrong. It’s like Silent Hill or something like that. It’s like something from a cosmic horror movie.

The instinctive disgust caused unpleasant sweat to drip from every corner of my body.

_____Don’t mess with me

What on earth are you fighting against?