The Princess Who Divorced Her Husband - Chapter 5.3

Every word Yan Mei spoke stirred Zuo Shengxing’s heart like crashing waves. He couldn’t quite describe what he felt—joy, disbelief, shock. Perhaps… all three.

How could he have thought that Yan Mei liked him? He ignored her, hurt her, and made her feel wronged. She should hate him. Today, if Yan Mei told him that she hated him, he would feel better, but she said that she liked him, which made him guilty.

“I once…tried to let you know about my feelings, but…” Yan Mei smiled weakly and said, “In the end, it turned into a situation where we became strangers. I feel powerless to take action, and I want to avoid any regrets. Sheng Xing…”

Yan Mei called out, and Zuo Shengxing looked at her with burning eyes, and she was startled.

She had seen all kinds of looks from Zuo Shengxing; some were cold, some were contemptuous, some were angry, some were dismissive… but none of them were like the ones she had now – full of passion, those longing looks, as if they were filled with so many emotions that they seemed to melt her.

Yan Mei had to lower her head to avoid him. No, she couldn’t look into his eyes, as that would shake her determination. She had finally made the painful decision to give up on him.

“Last time at the Xiangyang Pavilion, there were some things I wanted to tell you, but I didn’t have a chance.

 “Do you want to tell me now?” Zuo Shengxing spoke in a deep voice.

Yan Mei slowly raised her head. “Sheng Xing, let’s end this here!”

Zuo Shengxing grabbed her shoulders and shouted in a low voice, “What do you mean by that?”

“You still ask me what I mean?” Yan Mei’s clear eyes were filled with tears. She tried to break free from him, but he held her tightly. She couldn’t tell whether it was physical pain or heart pain that made her cry.

“Please tell me clearly…” Her tears made him feel at a loss.

Yan Mei yelled in desperation. “You don’t know what ‘end’ means? It means you divorce me so that I won’t get in your way!”

“Who wants to divorce you? When did I ever say I wanted to divorce you?” Zuo Shengxing was almost going crazy. Ever since he heard that Yan Mei wanted to “end” with him, his mind was in a mess!

“You didn’t say it, but you think so in your heart!” Yan Mei finally broke free from Zuo Shengxing. She stood up and turned her back to him.

“If you’re keeping me here because you love me, then there’s no need to. I’ve given up on you and I’ve admitted defeat. I’m going to quit and make it possible for you and…ah! What are you doing? Let go!”

Zuo Shengxing held Yan Mei tightly in his arms, and no matter how Yan Mei struggled and twisted, he would not let go.

“I don’t want it! I won’t let go!” Zuo Shengxing panted, as if she would leave him forever if he let go.

“You…” Yan Mei was anxious and frustrated. “What are you doing? Could you please be more direct and allow me to leave? Anyway, you never care about me…”

“Who said I don’t care about you?” Zuo Shengxing held her face and looked at her with anger in his eyes.

“If I don’t care about you, why would I worry about you and can’t be angry at you? If I don’t care about you, then I won’t feel heartbroken every time I think of you!”

Yan Mei’s body froze. Oh my god, did I hear it right? Was what Shengxing said true?

Zuo Shengxing caressed Yan Mei’s smooth face lovingly. When his fingertips touched her rosy lips, he couldn’t help but lower his head and kiss them.

“Mmm…” Yan Mei’s moan was quickly drowned out by Zuo Shengxing’s warm lips. Unlike the rough kiss last time, Zuo Shengxing’s kiss this time was gentle. He gently licked the outline of her lips. The gentler he kissed, the weaker her resistance became. Finally, his tongue passed over her teeth and invaded her mouth. Her body also went limp because of this sweet impact.

Zuo Shengxing carefully laid her down on the rice stalks and kept kissing her face, neck, and chest.

“Ah…” When his hands rubbed Yan Mei’s br3asts, a seductive moan escaped from her cherry lips.

“Yan Mei…” Zuo Shengxing’s desire reached its peak, and he quickly took off their clothes. When he saw Yan Mei’s fair and beautiful body, he couldn’t help but blurt out, “Yan Mei, you are so beautiful!”

Yan Mei closed her eyes in bewilderment. She knew what was going to happen next and was a little scared.

Zuo Shengxing kissed her gently. “Don’t be afraid; I won’t hurt you like the last time. I’m so sorry.”

Yan Mei slowly opened her eyes. Zuo Shengxing’s gentle expression made her feel at ease.

“Yan Mei, my Yan Mei…” Zuo Shengxing gently caressed her round br3asts. When she felt him holding her n1pple, she screamed.

“Just give yourself to me without worry.” Zuo Shengxing gently teased her pink buds, sometimes stroking and sometimes licking them.

“Oh… No, don’t!” Yan Mei covered her mouth. She didn’t understand why her body had become like this.

Zuo Shengxing took her hand away. “Scream out, don’t be shy.” He moved his mouth to her ear, “Do you feel comfortable?”

Yan Mei shook her head. “I don’t know!” She was already panting.

Zuo Shengxing smiled wickedly: “Still showing off.” He pinched her buds with one hand and moved the other hand between her thighs.

“No──” Yan Mei immediately closed her legs.

“It’s okay.” Zuo Shengxing spread her thighs with his left hand and stroked her consistently with his right hand. He enjoyed watching Yan Mei’s unbearable expression and listening to her intermittent moans.

“You are mine, mine!” When his middle finger gently pushed into the already slippery little cave, Yan Mei let out a loud moan.

“Ah…ah…” Yan Mei gasped for breath as the movement inside her body was stimulated by Shengxing’s fingers.

Zuo Shengxing withdrew his fingers and carefully pushed his desire, which he could no longer suppress, deep into the body he had longed for.

“Ah──,” Yan Mei screamed, clutching his back with her ten fingers.

Finally, he broke through that barrier. Zuo Shengxing gently stroked Yan Mei’s closed eyelids and said with immense joy, “Yan Mei, can you feel it? I am inside you.”

“Yeah.” Yan Mei replied weakly. Zuo Shengxing’s happy expression made her temporarily forget the pain of being torn apart.

“You are finally mine!” Zuo Shengxing kissed Yan Mei while swinging his waist.

“Hmm…ah…” Yan Mei moaned every time Zuo Shengxing moved.

“Call my name, Yan Mei.” Zuo Shengxing’s hot breath was beside her ear.

“Sheng… Shengxing…” As Zuo Shengxing’s movements intensified, Yan Mei’s consciousness became blurred.

“Yan Mei, I love you.” These were the last words she heard before she lost consciousness.