This Scumbag Alpha Is a Little Sweet (GL) - Chapter 12

Oh my god, what a wonderful big sister!

Ning Zishu’s status in Lin Yihan’s heart had just been upgraded to a new level.

She’s literally an angel!

“Big sister, don’t worry, I’ll do a good job on my graduation thesis and won’t make you worry. I’ll also do my best to help you with your stuff!”

After loudly proclaiming her promise, Lin Yihan sniffled and hesitantly asked Ning Zishu the biggest question she had on her mind.

“But… big sister, don’t you think it’s weird?”

“My changes after we got our license… aren’t they too… too big?”

Ning Zishu was very smart, much smarter than her. Even if she tried to deceive herself, Lin Yihan wouldn’t be so arrogant as to think Ning Zishu hadn’t noticed her change.

Why could Ning Zishu not care about “Lin Yihan’s” change at all?

Why was Ning Zishu still willing to be gentle and help her, even though she knew something was off?

Was she really… not suspicious?

Lin Yihan didn’t dare to look into Ning Zishu’s eyes. She lowered her head, shuffling her slippers on the floor a little. Her right hand was also secretly twisting the corner of her clothes.

Lin Yihan had actually thought about this a lot.

Maybe it was because Ning Zishu didn’t care about Lin Yihan at all and was only doing these things because of their marriage.

Or maybe it was because Ning Zishu just wanted to repay Lin Yihan for helping her family.

Or, it was more likely because Ning Zishu… really liked the original owner, which was why she didn’t care about her changes.

If it were the latter, then what could she do to make Ning Zishu disappointed in her and move on to Gu Yangjin, while also minimizing the damage to Ning Zishu?

Lin Yihan had never planned on continuing this flawed relationship with Ning Zishu, so she definitely had to get a divorce.

It just wasn’t the right time yet.

Ning Zishu looked deeply at Lin Yihan, not missing her nervous little movements.

Should I just confess to the Lin Yihan in front of me?

I actually noticed everything the day after she changed. I know that she isn’t the original Lin Yihan.

But if she were to explain all of this, she would have to explain why she wasn’t concerned about the “Lin Yihan” who had disappeared.

Rebirth? A prophetic dream? A parallel world?

Lin Yihan, who had also had a strange experience, would undoubtedly believe her.

But Ning Zishu didn’t want to tell her how much the original Lin Yihan had hurt her in the past, how it had taken her a full seven years to escape the shadow she had cast, and how she had ultimately learned a painful lesson from her death.

This was an experience she would never want to bring up for the rest of her life.

And if she told the current Lin Yihan, how would she react?

Surprised? Shocked? Empathetic? Sad? Crying?

Or, even worse, pity.

Ning Zishu absolutely did not want to see pity on this face that belonged to Lin Yihan.

Ning Zishu felt that she would probably go crazy with anger, lose her mind, and do things she didn’t want to do to the current Lin Yihan.

“When you were pursuing me before, I actually noticed that you were always hiding your true self from me.”

“I didn’t know the reason, and I didn’t understand why you were so obsessed with me.”

“I also wondered whether you would show me your true self after we got married, and whether the real you would be good or bad for me.”

If you hadn’t entered Lin Yihan’s body, things would have spiraled into a bottomless abyss for me.

Ning Zishu cupped Lin Yihan’s face and forced her to look at her.

She looked into Lin Yihan’s dodging eyes and spoke very seriously.

“If the person you are now is the real you, then I will like you more than before.”

“I like honest people, and I really like the person you are now.”

“So don’t worry that I’ll hate you this way.”

“I like the current you more than you can imagine.”

You’re so much easier to like than the original Lin Yihan.

“Although it’s not at the level you’d hoped for, since we are partners now, we should support and help each other, right?”

“Don’t be afraid. At least for the duration of our partnership, I will never betray you.”

“You can rely on me.”

Even though Ning Zishu spoke these words so calmly and without any extra emotion, Lin Yihan’s tense heart was soothed.

Ning Zishu didn’t care about her change, Ning Zishu said she would help her, and Ning Zishu said she could rely on her without worry.

But along with the relief and emotion, a strong sense of anger and uncontrollable sadness welled up in Lin Yihan’s heart.

Why did such a gentle person like Ning Zishu have to meet the scumbag that was the original owner?

If she hadn’t transmigrated into this world, wouldn’t the things she saw in her dream have happened to Ning Zishu?

The genius who lost her career, was basically forced to stay at home, and was then cut off from her friends and family. When she tried to fight back, she was met with violence, left with scars all over her body, and even sexually assaulted in her own marriage…

She had finally managed to escape with the help of a friend, went into hiding, but still had to constantly worry about being retaliated against. She could only enter the most public entertainment industry to protect herself.

Tears, like a broken string of beads, rolled down Lin Yihan’s eyes. Her vision was blurry, and she could no longer see Ning Zishu’s expression so close to her.

Lin Yihan couldn’t even cry out loud like she normally did; she just silently cried with her eyes wide open.

Thank goodness she’s here. Ning Zishu would never have to go through any of that.

Ning Zishu deserved to proudly shine her light and make everyone stop and adore her.

“What’s wrong? Why are you crying so hard all of a sudden?”

All she said were a few words. Why was Lin Yihan crying so much? This child was a little too prone to crying.

Before Ning Zishu could react, Lin Yihan took a half step back, vigorously wiping away her unstoppable tears. She quickly explained her reaction with a voice still choked with sobs.

“Big sister, I’m not sad. I, I’m just so happy.”

“Thank you for being so gentle to me. I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry…”

She couldn’t go back home and could only live in this world in Lin Yihan’s body. So she had to take responsibility for the wrongdoings of the original Lin Yihan toward Ning Zishu. She had to make it up to Ning Zishu.

“Pop!”

“Ow!”

A powerful force came from her forehead. Lin Yihan yelped in pain, and her sad feelings instantly vanished without a trace.

With both hands covering her forehead, which now had a clearly visible red mark, Lin Yihan looked wronged and accused Ning Zishu, “Big sister, why did you hit me?”

“Don’t misunderstand anything; I’m not gentle at all,” Ning Zishu retracted her right hand that had just flicked Lin Yihan’s forehead and crossed her arms. Her expression was calm as she said, “And I don’t think you have anything to be sorry for. That wasn’t your fault.”

That was the original Lin Yihan’s responsibility, not yours.

Ning Zishu was referring to the conspiracy the original “Lin Yihan” had hidden, but Lin Yihan thought Ning Zishu was talking about her having a problem with her gland but still insisting on getting married.

But at this moment, Lin Yihan was so grateful that the original owner’s gland had problems and hadn’t marked Ning Zishu yet by the time she transmigrated.

In fact, Lin Yihan had been secretly catching up on the basic physiological knowledge of secondary genders in the ABO world for the past few nights.

For example, an AO can only enter a true rut after their gland has fully matured, and before that, they don’t have the ability to fully mark others or be fully marked themselves.

For example, once they enter a rut, an Alpha’s and Omega’s pheromones would attract each other and cause a chain reaction that would make the other person enter a rut as well. This was especially true for an Omega who had already been marked by an Alpha, who would be more easily affected by the Alpha’s pheromones.

And the most important thing was that if an Alpha fully marked an Omega, the Omega would never be able to leave the Alpha’s pheromones for the rest of their life, unless they underwent a pheromone-clearing surgery that would seriously harm their body.

Because of this, unless the Alpha severely abused the Omega to the point of infertility, the management center would rarely agree to let a married Alpha and Omega get a divorce.

In Lin Yihan’s dream, it was precisely because of the management center’s interference that Ning Zishu was unable to escape the original owner’s control.

If the original owner had already deeply marked Ning Zishu, then Lin Yihan wouldn’t have to think about how to set her up with Gu Yangjin. Her problem would be how to turn herself gay and accept a physical relationship with Ning Zishu.

“Hmph, I just think you’re gentle.”

Lin Yihan pouted, and muttered under her breath, which Ning Zishu heard clearly.

Ning Zishu can say something like this now. What will she think when she finds out that all the accidents that happened to her family in the past year were the original “Lin Yihan’s” doing?

After being betrayed, no matter how much she liked her before, Ning Zishu would probably only hate and despise her and take back all her gentleness.

Lin Yihan, Ning Zishu’s gentleness doesn’t belong to you. Don’t fall into this trap.

“Now you should go and revise your thesis. Try to finish the first draft within two days.” Seeing that Lin Yihan wasn’t listening at all, Ning Zishu both laughed and felt annoyed. She rubbed her head.

“Since this is a request from your gentle big sister, you can definitely do it, right?”

“Huh?” Lin Yihan’s expression drooped. Her eyes flickered as she said, “O-okay. I’ll stay up for two nights.”

“No. Your body hasn’t fully recovered yet. You must get enough rest. So you can only work hard during the day.”

Lin Yihan first looked at Ning Zishu in disbelief, then she pursed her lips and quietly said, “Okay.”

Ning Zishu was starting to really like seeing Lin Yihan’s wronged expression.

Her eyes narrowed with a hint of satisfaction, and a clear smile appeared in her voice.

“I’ll be right here watching over you, so don’t even think about playing on your phone.”