This Scumbag Alpha Is a Little Sweet (GL) - Chapter 6

Lin Yihan woke up three days after her pheromones went out of control.

When she opened her eyes, she saw the pristine white ceiling of a hospital and was momentarily confused about where she was. She even wondered if her all-nighter for her thesis had given her a heart attack and that her roommate had found her and taken her to the hospital in time.

Well, since I’m awake, I guess I’m not that unlucky after all.

But then, her memory came flooding back, reminding her of the fact that she had transmigrated and her current miserable situation. She sniffled, her eyes involuntarily welling up with tears that just wouldn’t stop.

This is so horrible. Why isn’t this a dream? This is ridiculous. Why am I so unlucky?

It was at this moment that Ning Zishu walked in and immediately saw Lin Yihan, who was now conscious, crying.

Ning Zishu was speechless for a moment.

In just a few days, this Lin Yihan had cried three times in front of her. Was she still a child? Why was she so much of a crybaby?

“Why are you standing at the door? Is Xiao Han awake?”

Ning Zishu’s eyelid twitched. She subconsciously tried to block the person behind her, but she was too late.

If Lin Yiquan saw her little sister lying in bed, tearfully pouting, there was no telling what she would think. And most importantly, this Lin Yihan wasn’t the real Lin Yihan. She didn’t even know Lin Yiquan!

“Xiao Han, what’s wrong…?”

As Ning Zishu had expected, Lin Yiquan was shocked to see Lin Yihan crying silently.

After Lin Yihan differentiated into an Alpha at age twelve, Lin Yiquan had never seen her cry again. Let alone like this—looking so pitiful and especially endearing.

It was like a flashback to when Lin Yihan was still a tiny little thing.

“Sister!”

Lin Yihan saw Lin Yiquan and frantically wiped her eyes. Why was her sister here?

She couldn’t care less about anything else. After finally seeing a familiar relative, Lin Yihan immediately got off the bed. Extremely emotional, she practically stumbled into her arms and hugged her tightly, burying her face in her chest and bursting into a full-blown sob.

“Sister, wuwu, I thought I’d never see you again…”

A big question mark popped up in both Lin Yiquan’s and Ning Zishu’s minds.

“Did you have a nightmare? Don’t worry, I’m here. Ahem, and so is Zishu. You’ll definitely see us again.” Lin Yiquan thought Lin Yihan had just had a nightmare and comforted her with a touch of amusement.

“You’re a married Alpha now. How can you just hug and cry in front of people? Aren’t you afraid of embarrassing yourself in front of your wife?” Lin Yiquan saw that Lin Yihan couldn’t stop crying. She patted her on the back and said with a hint of exasperation, “There, there. It’s okay. Stop crying.”

“…Mm, I’m sorry.”

Lin Yihan wiped her tears and took half a step back, her head bowed. The comfort didn’t help; it only made her feel even more wronged.

She remembered. In the original owner’s memory, her sister looked exactly like her own sister.

But this person was not her sister, Lin Yiquan. Although she had the exact same face and the same name, they were not the same person.

Even if her sister had thought her crying was embarrassing, she would never have been this perfunctory or worried about what others thought.

Lin Yihan, who now had most of the original owner’s memories, couldn’t help but let her nose turn red again. This world’s Lin Yiquan was related to her, but to her, she was just… a familiar stranger.

In this world, no one would ever tolerate her or let her rely on them. She couldn’t even hug someone and cry anymore.

Tears filled her eyes again, but this time, Lin Yihan didn’t dare to let them fall.

“It’s okay. I don’t think Yihan is embarrassing at all.”

Although Ning Zishu was confused about how Lin Yihan recognized Lin Yiquan at a glance, her uninhibited crying showed that the original Lin Yihan had not returned. The person in Lin Yihan’s body was still that crybaby child.

And Ning Zishu could clearly feel Lin Yihan’s helplessness and disappointment.

Lin Yiquan, a Beta, couldn’t sense it. After she said those two sentences, the underlying joy in the faint strawberry milk pheromone in the room instantly turned into disappointment, and even took on a hint of despair again, just like a few days ago.

Perhaps before she entered Lin Yihan’s body, she had a sister who looked just like Lin Yiquan, but in the end, they were not the same person. Lin Yihan had realized this from Lin Yiquan’s reaction.

She thought she had found someone she could rely on in this strange world, only to find it was just a delusion. This feeling of hope turning into despair was one Ning Zishu was all too familiar with.

Every time Lin Yihan had been violent with her, she would cry and apologize afterward. But what good did it do? It only gave Ning Zishu a glimmer of hope before the same thing happened again, eventually turning into despair. She would never again believe Lin Yihan’s sugar-coated lies.

In her most despairing moments, Ning Zishu had her friends’ help and successfully escaped from Lin Yihan. But this girl now had nothing.

Not even her, her legal partner, had any goodwill towards Lin Yihan. She only felt pity, a type of charity.

With this thought, Ning Zishu couldn’t help but touch Lin Yihan’s back soothingly, and her comfort had a touch more sincerity.

“Wuwu… You’re so nice…”

Lin Yihan almost gave in to the urge to throw herself into Ning Zishu’s arms, but she remembered what the original owner of this body had done to Ning Zishu and her family. She felt so guilty that she only dared to look up, her eyes watery, and stare at Ning Zishu.

This beautiful big sister is such a good person! How could a scumbag like the original owner ever bring herself to abuse such a gentle beauty? How could she do it?!

This was the third time Ning Zishu had seen Lin Yihan’s tearful face, and she felt a strange, tingling sensation in her heart.

The face she detested so much, with such a pitiful, teary expression, strangely made a desire rise from within her—a desire to make her cry even more tragically.

She should have felt anger and hatred for “Lin Yihan.”

But why, when facing this stranger in Lin Yihan’s body, did she have such a thought about her tear-stained face?

Realizing her own feelings, Ning Zishu subtly shifted her gaze, no longer making eye contact with Lin Yihan.

Even though they shared the same face, this Lin Yihan was not the same person who had put her through so much pain and despair.

Ning Zishu couldn’t possibly take revenge on a stranger with whom she had no grudge, and whose current situation was even more tragic than her own had been.

Even though she was in Lin Yihan’s body, she was not responsible for the wrongdoings the original owner had done. This person knew nothing about any of it, and entering Lin Yihan’s body was not her wish.

If she indulged her sadistic desires on this Lin Yihan, how would her actions be any different from the Lin Yihan she despised and hated the most?

Ning Zishu, get a grip. The soul in this body now is not Lin Yihan. It’s an innocent, pitiful, and helpless girl who likes to cry.