To Covet (GL) - Chapter 6

I appeared at the gate of No. 7 Middle School on time, and Yu Zhouwan, who was waiting there, stood up and walked over.

“Thank you.” She breathed a sigh of relief, “Yu Keyi, you’re really too kind.”

“No need.” I rubbed my eyebrows and waved at Yu Zhouwan.

She took a deep breath, her hands clenching into fists from nervousness, then suddenly relaxed, as if she had swallowed a very heavy sentence.

I stood sideways in the subway car, Yu Zhouwan’s elongated and distorted shadow on the ground overlapping with mine.

I knew that on the surface I remained unchanged, but my tired mind was always running uncontrollably. In my state of stress, I couldn’t even remember the appearance of the curly-haired woman. The scene I witnessed in the alley kept replaying—the moans and gasps when their teeth and tongues intertwined, and the hands that roamed around her waist, groping to try to stir up desire, finally compressed into a frozen frame.

I pressed my face against my forearm, taking advantage of the cover to glance at Yu Zhouwan, who looked extremely calm. The redness and swelling on her face had subsided, and it was difficult to notice if you didn’t look closely. A trace of lingering affection was hidden in the neck covered by the white printed collar.

The water-red color, with hints of bl00d, burned in my eyes.

“Keyi isn’t feeling well tonight and doesn’t want to attend evening self-study, so we came back together.”

Yu Hanyang got up and wanted to check my physical condition. I hurriedly said that I was too tired this week and needed to rest, and escaped back to my room, closing the door.

The spacious bed was not as reassuring as the dirty single bed in the dormitory. I rolled off the bed onto the floor, letting my head rest against the corner of the cabinet. The entire room was stretched and enlarged in my view, and I was always trapped in the dim scene that happened in the past.

Yu Zhouwan liked women. After the initial shock, I came to my senses and figured out some other things.

Like a balloon that suddenly swells with air, gradually revealing the wrinkled texture of its skin as it shrinks. These textures are the hidden dangers that can shatter it at any time.

I took out the treasured photos from the drawer and looked at them. Yu Zhouwan was a beauty without any blind spots, but what I admired most was her infatuated appearance. It was a pity that I didn’t have time to recover from the sudden unveiling of the secret, and coupled with the interference of the light, I only had one blurry photo of the two of them in the same frame in my phone, comparable to six hundred degrees of myopia.

She was enjoying that kiss at the time, right? Accompanied by pain, Yu Zhouwan, on the verge of suffocation, revealed an extremely fragile side, which happened to be captured by me, like a clear stream suddenly appearing in the wilderness. Upon closer inspection, I found that the water was flowing with sweet and warm bl00d.

“Keyi?”

I didn’t lock the door. When Yu Zhouwan pushed the door open, she saw me lying between the bed and the wardrobe, staring blankly.

“What’s wrong?”

She took a step, avoiding the hair scattered on the ground, and squatted down.

“Why do you look so tired today?” Her cold fingers touched my forehead and caressed my cheek, “Is studying at No. 7 Middle School very hard?”

I didn’t answer directly, but sat up and looked at her. The warm yellow light from the bedside lamp left shadows of different depths on Yu Keyi’s face. There was a star of highlight on the tip of her lips, which made me stare at that bright spot in a daze.

Yu Zhouwan subconsciously touched her mouth.

“It’s strange if you’re not tired after a day of classes,” I pushed her out without explanation, “I’m sleepy.”

The physical and mental fatigue made me have a long dream. I frequently opened and closed my eyes in the middle of the night. In the dream, I became the eye that secretly peeped at their love again. However, the scene changed from a dilapidated alley to home. I pinched the lens of my phone and carefully pried open the door. Yu Zhouwan suddenly turned her head and looked at me.

Everything came to an abrupt end, and it was dawn.

The content of the dream was quickly cleared, but the image of Yu Zhouwan, which was fabricated in my consciousness, kept replaying in my mind, so that when I stepped into the wrong room in the drowsy morning and saw her face, I was terrified that I was secretly slandering others but was read by the person involved.

There was a key hanging on the door. I didn’t know if Yu Zhouwan forgot to lock the door last night or if someone else had come. The schoolbag was still on the sofa. I touched the rabbit pendant, it was mine.

I didn’t breathe a sigh of relief until the last pair of teeth of the zipper met in silence.

Yu Zhouwan turned over, changing from lying on her back to arching her body, her right leg resting outside. She slept soundly, breathing evenly, occasionally pursing her lips.

But facing such a peaceful and quiet sleeping face, a despicable thought took root deeper.

As she promised, Yu Zhouwan didn’t do anything out of the ordinary in the next two weeks. She returned to the good girl she should be, repeating the life of going back and forth between school and home.

I had lost count of how many times I had skipped evening self-study. As always, I lay on the balcony of the opposite building, watching Yu Zhouwan, who was bowing her head and reading quietly in the opposite building. When the student at the front desk turned around with the test paper and tapped on the table, she closed the book and calmly answered the other person’s questions, neither humble nor arrogant, and occasionally smiled and bent her eyes.

But what I didn’t expect was that after tonight, I would see that curly-haired woman again.

The classroom was dark after class, with a hint of eerie terror.

Recently, all kinds of people can sneak into Linzhou Foreign Language. I bit the dead skin on my lip.

Yu Zhouwan didn’t seem surprised. They stood in the corridor and said a few words, then retreated into the shadow of the classroom.

I went downstairs in three steps and two steps, and tiptoed up the teaching building stairs. In the dead night, I didn’t want to make a sound that would expose myself.

The corridor was as silent as ever. I put my ear to the ground under the window and couldn’t hear footsteps or voices. I even wondered if they had left here in this short period of less than two or three minutes.

“Feng Jia,”

I heard Yu Zhouwan call the curly-haired woman’s name softly, but the other person didn’t respond.

“Feng Jia, Teacher Feng…”

Yu Zhouwan’s voice was trembling, which reminded me of the touch of fingernails and strings. Her breathing was like a tide, being pushed and surging upwards again and again. The uncontrollable desire made me move my eyes to stare at the amorous scene in the classroom.

Feng Jia pressed her against the podium, her hands moving restlessly on Yu Zhouwan’s slender waist. Yu Zhouwan’s soft moans and light hums were completely blocked by the intertwined kisses.

Feng Jia unbuttoned Yu Zhouwan’s school uniform shirt. The moonlight shone on her round shoulders and smooth back. Her coiled hair was all messed up, and a strand of it hung down softly. Her chest heaved up and down from rapid breathing.

She carried Yu Zhouwan, who was only wearing underwear on her upper body, to the back.

I hurriedly squatted down and hid, took out my phone from my pocket, and placed the camera in the shadow between the anti-theft window grilles.

Feng Jia’s body pressed Yu Zhouwan against the desk, kissing her while repeating the stroking movements. Her hand stretched from her waist to her bare thigh, pulled down her short skirt, and her fingertips slid and caressed between her legs, trying to cross the last line of defense. Yu Zhouwan pushed her arm to resist this behavior, but Feng Jia completely ignored this half-hearted resistance, moving her other hand to the soft flesh hidden under her underwear. Only broken words and sticky, ambiguous gasps remained in the classroom.

“Someone.”

I was startled and quickly took back my phone and hid it in my arms, squatting down and moving to the corner of the stairs.

Before I could calm down, a faint, swaying light approached from the vertical corridor, followed by the girls’ laughter.

“It’s so late, you haven’t gone back yet?”

“Ah, Teacher Feng, we forgot the test papers we were going to write tonight, so we came back to get them,” the girl’s voice was as clear as bamboo, “Goodbye, teacher.”

And I had already taken advantage of the cover of the conversation to escape from here.

Yu Zhouwan, I silently recited this name. Such a dignified and calm person was thrown into a panic and gasped by the other person’s gentle teasing, and was played with until she collapsed in the other person’s arms. The clothes on her body were half-covered, and the hem of her skirt fell to her ankles. Although the final step didn’t happen, it gave people a feeling of vulnerability and temptation after being violated, making them want to bully her even harder.

She was like a delicate doll lying in a beautifully packaged box, giving a false illusion of being expensive, only to be admired from a distance and not to be desecrated. Only I knew that her body was filled with moldy, inferior cotton.

I watched the blurry video repeatedly under the blanket, wishing that woman had been more impatient and taken it a step further. But this thought was quickly replaced by another more wonderful fantasy—I never thought of completely tearing Yu Zhouwan apart and exposing her to outsiders. I wanted her most primitive and naked side, being ravaged, to be seen only by me.

It would be even better if she was forced and couldn’t resist.