Weak A, She Just Wants to Live to the End (GL) - Chapter 4

“Ding ding ding…”

Lin Anan was once again startled awake by the terrifying ringtone.

She sat up reflexively and looked at the girl beside her, who was also frowning from the noise. Ignoring the discomfort in her body and the mess around her, she frantically pulled out her ringing phone and quickly pressed the answer button.

Wu Xixi’s voice on the other end was frantic and panicked: “Anan! Where did you go? It’s three in the morning, why aren’t you back yet…”

“I was waiting for you on the sofa and accidentally fell asleep. I just woke up. Where are you? Why aren’t you back yet…”

After the call connected, Lin Anan finally had a chance to look around. The mess on the floor brought back her hazy memories from last night. The remaining sweet pheromones in the air and the few intimate images left in her mind made her face involuntarily flush.

Her voice was trembling, weak and hoarse: “Hello, Xixi… I, I think I messed up.”

Wu Xixi grew anxious: “Anan, what’s wrong? Don’t scare me.”

“I… I just…” Lin Anan paused for a moment, unable to find the words to describe the current scene. “I think I… I think I was with a female Omega last night…”

“What?!” Wu Xixi was terrified, her voice stuttering. “With… with whom? How did that happen? Are you okay…”

Wu Xixi’s suddenly raised voice woke the girl on the floor again. The girl’s brows furrowed, and she grunted twice with a sniffle.

Lin Anan was instantly scared out of her wits. She quickly covered the phone, which was still making noise, scrambled to her feet, and whispered nervously to Wu Xixi: “Xixi, I… I’ll tell you when I get back. I… I… I’m hanging up now!”

The girl on the floor seemed to be annoyed by the noise beside her and grunted a few more times, scaring Lin Anan into hanging up the phone, regardless of Wu Xixi’s worried voice on the other end.

After the girl fell back into a daze, Lin Anan carefully bent down to pick up her clothes and put them on. After she was dressed, she thought for a moment and then picked up the girl’s clothes to cover her exposed body. She then nervously took two steps back and leaned against the wall, at a loss.

She seemed to have done something with the girl last night, but when she tried to think about it, she couldn’t piece together the memories. She only remembered that they seemed to have been holding each other tightly…

But the red and blue marks on the girl’s skin showed that they had indeed done something indescribable.

Another thing was that she, who hadn’t used a suppressant since last night, felt surprisingly refreshed. Besides a somewhat indescribable awkwardness in her body, she no longer felt the heat and dizziness from yesterday.

Thinking of this, her face turned even redder, and even the back of her ears felt hot.

She had always been against “intimacy” between girls, so how did she end up in bed with the other person in a daze last night?

What was worse, when she recalled the hazy images of her entanglement with the girl, she didn’t feel the slightest bit of disgust. Instead, she was overwhelmed with a sense of shame.

The sleeping girl no longer had the seductive charm she had last night. Her long hair was scattered haphazardly on a few rose petals, which, surprisingly, made her pale face look tranquil and beautiful.

The girl’s brows and eyes were even softer and more delicate than what she had seen last night. Her small lips were slightly upturned, a beautiful rosy color. Surrounded by the minty pheromones, it was tempting to reach out and touch them.

Lin Anan angrily shook her head. She was still being affected by the girl’s pheromones, which brought on a subtle heat. She was so ashamed she wanted to die by hitting her head against a wall.

The settings of this ABO world were so annoying. What was all this about?

Lin Anan took a few deep breaths, quietly bent down to pick up her hat and mask, put them on, and then took a small step back toward the door.

She had to go back and ask Wu Xixi about the consequences of what happens between a female Alpha and a female Omega in her novel’s setting.

If something did happen, she would know how to “take responsibility.”

Otherwise, it would be so awkward if the girl woke up and she had no idea what to say.

Although she hadn’t been willing yesterday, she was an Alpha now, and the other was a delicate Omega. Wu Xixi had told her that Alphas were considered the strong ones in this world.

Even though she was incredibly weak, if she just ran away and didn’t take responsibility, how would she be any different from those scumbags?

Thinking this, Lin Anan tiptoed, carefully observing the girl’s reaction as she moved quietly toward the door.

She reached for the doorknob and was about to turn it when she realized the door wasn’t closed at all.

Her face, which was already full of shame, instantly turned a deep red. Thinking about how the intimate events of last night happened with the door open made her feel even more mortified.

She didn’t care if she woke the girl up or not. She covered her mouth, opened the door, and ran out as if she were fleeing for her life.

Lin Anan acted like a thief, bundling herself up tightly. She snuck into the elevator and then snuck out of the elevator on the first floor. Fortunately, it was three in the morning, and besides the dim yellow lights, there was no one else in the residential area.

Even the security guards at the gate weren’t looking outside. They were all huddled together, looking like they were playing poker.

Lin Anan ran out of the residential area, hiding and sneaking, and finally let out a sigh of relief when she stood on the side of the road, dozens of meters away from the complex.

She had finally escaped.

Yesterday must have been her day of great misfortune. How else could so many unlucky things have happened to her?

Getting mocked by her ex-boyfriend was one thing, but her valuable roses were also crushed. Most importantly, she had lost her virginity. How many bad things must she have done in her past life to deserve such terrible luck?

She reached into her pockets and felt that the hundred-dollar bill the girl had given her was still there. Otherwise, she would have suffered a huge loss today.

Looking at the empty road, she thought about it and decided not to spend the hundred dollars. She figured the Shuxiang residential area wasn’t too far from Nanyu Garden. She remembered it only took ten minutes to drive here, so it shouldn’t take more than an hour to walk back.

As she walked, she reached into her pockets again. After checking every pocket, she looked up and wailed about her miserable fate. She had discovered that the key to Wu Xixi’s old bicycle was left at the girl’s place.

It was an hour later when Lin Anan returned to the shabby residential area where she lived with Wu Xixi.

As she walked toward her home according to the navigation, she prayed for a taxi to pass by and give her a ride. Her luck had finally turned for the better, and after walking for over half an hour, she finally saw an empty taxi.

After haggling with the driver for a few minutes, he finally agreed to take her for thirty yuan.

After deducting all her expenses, she still had seventy yuan left, which finally soothed her broken heart.

When Lin Anan got out of the car, she saw Wu Xixi wrapped in a blanket, sitting on the stairs waiting for her. When she saw her, she quickly stood up and limped toward her.

Lin Anan walked toward her and helped Wu Xixi, who had a bandaged foot. The grievances she had held all night were about to turn into tears.

Wu Xixi looked at Lin Anan, and when she saw that she was unharmed, she let out a small sigh of relief. “Anan, are you okay?”

Lin Anan shook her head, her mouth pursed as if she was about to cry. “Xixi, I’m okay, but I think… I think… I don’t know what happened, but I just… just…”

“Young lady, remember to spray some blocker when you go out this late.” Lin Anan’s words were cut off by the driver in the distance. The driver looked at her through the window and continued, “You were lucky you ran into me today. What would you have done if you ran into a bad guy?”

Lin Anan looked at the driver with a puzzled expression, and just as she was about to ask what he meant, Wu Xixi pulled her arm and said quickly, “Thank you, sir. We’ll be more careful next time.”

The driver didn’t say anything, closed the window, and drove away.

After the car drove off, Lin Anan asked suspiciously, “Xixi, what did that driver mean?”

Wu Xixi looked around, and after making sure it was just the two of them, she let out another sigh of relief. She pulled Lin Anan as they walked and said, “Anan, did you not spray blocker when you left yesterday?”

Lin Anan’s cheeks flushed as she remembered what happened after her blocker wore off. “I… I did, but it wore off later.”

Wu Xixi hugged Lin Anan’s arm and sniffed her forcefully. “No wonder you smell so strong. Even my Beta nose can smell it. Can’t you smell it yourself?”

Lin Anan lowered her head and sniffed her arm. A strong scent of lemon mixed with mint hit her, instantly making her face even redder.

She stammered guiltily: “You… you’re talking about my own pheromones, right?”

Wu Xixi didn’t notice her guilt. “What else would I be talking about?”

“Do you have any idea how dangerous it is to go out in the middle of the night with your body full of susceptible pheromones? What if you accidentally get caught by some criminal who wants to use you as a suppressant? What would you do then?”

“No… no way? So that’s what the driver meant?” Lin Anan was shocked.

“Of course,” Wu Xixi replied, then looked a little embarrassed. “This is my fault. I forgot to tell you that in this world, not only can Alphas bite others, but others can also bite Alphas. They just can’t mark them.”

“The reason they bite Alphas is mainly because an Alpha’s gland has a large capacity. Other genders who can’t release pheromones for special reasons will bite an Alpha and release their excess pheromones into the Alpha’s gland.”

“Then… what kind of effect does that have on an Alpha?” Lin Anan asked weakly because she suddenly remembered that the girl seemed to have bitten her gland last night.

Wu Xixi thought about the setting and replied, “If they happen to be different genders, I mean, not two Alphas, and the compatibility is high, there will be no side effects.”

“If the compatibility is not high, then the bitten Alpha will get sick, like they’ve been injected with a virus.”

“If they happen to be the same gender, it’s even worse. It’ll hurt like hell.”

Lin Anan seriously checked her body and indeed felt nothing wrong. Then, her face involuntarily got even hotter, and even the back of her ears turned red.

For some reason, even though Wu Xixi was just explaining the settings of the ABO world, it sounded like she was giving her a biology lesson.

Especially after she found out that she had a high compatibility with that girl, she felt as if someone was telling her that her s3x life with someone else was very harmonious. It made her so ashamed she wanted to die.

Author’s Note:

My dear readers, let me explain Lin Anan and Yu Nanxi’s positions here.

You might think that it’s irresponsible for Lin Anan to sleep with Yu Nanxi and then run away. You might also feel sorry for Yu Nanxi for getting taken advantage of while she was drunk and automatically put her in the position of the victim.

But have you considered that although Lin Anan is an Alpha, she’s a weak Alpha? She’s the one who was pounced on by Yu Nanxi. Not only did she lose her first kiss, but she also lost her virginity just a month after differentiating.

She didn’t rape Yu Nanxi. It was Yu Nanxi who released her seductive pheromones, and they slept together in a daze.

Besides, Anan will be making up for it later, and she and Yu Nanxi will end up together! They are a couple, everyone! They are a couple! So don’t worry about these details, there’s a plot twist later! A plot twist.

The two of them will be super sweet and amazing later on. Trust me, I love you all. [Heart emoji]